Hmm well today was a raining day on the afternoon . Went school as normal , quite slack . Did not have any studying today =D ! Did HE exam by cooking a dish. It simply make me smell awful and it hurt . ROAR ! After school , rain . Me and Miranda was totally wet as we wanted to get a cab . Was kept laughing hehe . Reached tpy , went to eat yakun kaya toast and went to popular to get Miranda things. After getting ,send her home and cab home . Reached home bathe and went to meet bi . Went to cck to find him and walked around slacked around. No place to go ! Around 8plus went home and now posting =D.

Happy 1st Month , Miranda sister and Javier ! LASTLONG ! <3 Have fun tomorrow =D .

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101 th Post !

wee 100post le Lols. Hmm today , quite slack at school . In school , watch show , act , do work and slack . After school , cab-ed to Miranda house there and eat western . Had a heart to heart talk for very long =D . Finished eating went to playground talk but is kind of raining so we went to shelter . There a group of people there shout -.- But serious they like to por people , step one pai kia and all those. When they have trouble , they will be like a hum ji gao . So you all don't have to keep come act in front of me and keep say about me . I find it annoying . zzz. 4plus pm went home . Reached home rot . Father brought those useless thing to house . I find it ugly and making my house look more like a rubbish bin . Seriously there lots of things le and he still add on . ZXC dulan him . Played audition just now but now posting . Kind of bored.

Baby phone no batt and he sick still go out . zxc! roar .

Miranda Lessie , Smile more ! =D

16 more days to my birthday and chalet =D Those who want to come please inform me ! And those who are invited please do come. Don't know anything can ask me =D .

Details About Chalet .
Place : Goldkrist Chalet (East Coast Park) Blk D2 .
Date : 11 September 2009 - 13s September 2009 . (3 Days 2 night)
Time : Come after 2.30pm .
You all can choose to ton or not . Is up to you =D .


Love you baby <3 25th August 2009 Our day ~ 10.45pm .

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Hohoho , ! I'm back to blogging =D Miss me right =X I mia . Due to internet got problem . Today went school as normal and did good deed with Miranda . =D As someone who don't even have a heart then just leave that person alone . You don't have to hurt him . It look awful . -.- After school , went home bathe and went out to meet Miranda . Went to cut our fringe and brought wax . Sian going camp soon hate it . -.- Sb sian one sia . And this few days quite bored and rotting. Hais. All been well this days ? Is there any problem ? If there is , contact me =D . I'm 24hr .

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Samsam ,Oh okay .

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Hmm , well today went school as normal . After school decided to went to shopping as asked my father to give me money =D . So after school , cab-ed Miranda home and myself and went to straight to bathe and prepare all those. Well , rained a heavy one . So asked my kor to fetch me go take cab then went to Miranda house there. Fetch her le , went to Bishan . Went to eat sakae sushi. Did not ate what I order as it was not nice. After eating went to cotton on to buy clothes. Brought cardi , top and shoe =D. After shopping cab-ed to era . Saw not quite many people so awhile went to ehub to find Miranda stead them . So went there , walked to whitesand and there they playing the Jubeat . After playing , around 7plus went to cab to era with Miranda and ahlong . Reached there , see and went to 7-11 to buy maggie mee. Ate in the cab . Now reach home =D . Tomorrow should be going rebond hair bah =D . Hmm , today quite okay bah Not moody or what =D .

I can be happy de bah . Learn to think le . I think my thinking have changed . Well I don't really know . It past and over le So just let it be bah =D Hope he has his happiness .

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COLA , oh I midnight then go =x sorry .

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ppc ,Oh okay linked you too =D .

Evinesh , When did I tag you ? .

Back to posting . Sorry for not posting this few days. Mia bah . Hmm I'm single again . Lots of things happened bah . Today , as normal go school. Then went home rot whole day. That all. Nothing much to post. Anything , add my msn to tell me or sms/call me if you have my number.

Single life is back. Maybe it good to me and you. Hope you find you happiness and your phone back. Smile .

Sister really I did not don't want tell you . I will tell you de . So Sister not just a word . Or title . It mean much to me .

Back to posting ..

Yesterday , went to Ahzhen birthday at someone pub with stead and those siaodingdong people I guess . Chatted with valentines as long time did not see him le. He really change . See them play pool. All those . Went to 7-11 buy gummy bear. Was almost kena throw into the rubbish bin by xuange and valentines . Bad . 7-8 plus mrt to Esplanade . They taking photo here and there . Have a h2h talk with xuange . He my new brother / ''dakorkor'' . Hmm he kind of sad bah.. Then while sending baby to Mrt , really had a sad thing happen. Hais. Went to era and ton . Was kind of tired as afternoon was running here and there. Talk things out with him and we are back as normal le. Sms-ed valentines and xuange. Thanks for caring me . Went era , kind of have problem there. But it not mine . But they all there shag. Finally reached era and I ate maggie mee . Whole day haven eat hahas..

Sunday , Morning 6plus cab with van , maiko , xianken and ford to tpy . Went home , slept . Woke up at 2plus . Went to audi , kind of quarrle again but now having a heart to heart talk with him.. Things solve. And smsing Miranda just now , she dam moodless .. Hais..

Miranda ,Lessie / sister don't think too much le. Really want you to stay happy and not to see you sad all this. Things will be better de . Just talk things out with him just like how I have a h2h talk with my stead and things really solve. So try .. You can do it de . Just lift up your courage. Hiding things just making it worst alright ? ..

Pootpoot , Thanks for your advise and caring , hope you stay happy each day .

Baby , .. Hope there won't be any quarrel anymore.. I'm changing now..


Things are getting better and worst at the same time .. Just hoping it will all turn better than worst. Wanting all to be happy and smile each day..

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PB , just shut the fuck up and leave my blog. Nothing much to let you flame . Whatever I do , it don't bother you . So please kindly fuck off . -.-

Miranda , Sister thanks <3 . You too anything find me , I will be there anytime. Cheer up !

Weiwei , Don't flame le . Just leave that PB alone. He/she will get tired of it . If not just ban . More easy .

Shensan , You pig ? ya agree .

AliciaLim , You are? Anyway thanks =D .

Daddyx3 , Okay Thanks =D .

Xiaofeng , Lols Orh Jio my didi arhs haha

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ahxuan , Relac? ..

Well , have History and Literature test for today.. After test cab-ed Miranda home and myself. Reached home , cook maggie mee and eat . Ate half of it . Went to bathe and prepared. Meeted Miranda at around 2plus . Cab to era and played audi. Heard some thing and was kind of sad but in the end we patch back le . Brought vodka and shared with Miranda. Did not drink alot as I don't like that taste . So Miranda shared with her stead ending up she seh . Told you not to tar le . She came to me and cried.. Hais. After that went downstair and slacked and went to pei her go eat . Did not eat as I don't have the mood to eat.. Went back era awhile and cab Miranda home and myself . Reach home was kind of having gastric pain . zz but still lazy to eat.. I'm feeling down.. Thinking .. Something happened between us but now so call okay le bah..Nothing much to post.. Anyway asking.. The date should continue from 28 or today ? .. any idea ? ..

Morning , cab-ed to school with Miranda. Had GEO and Science test . After Geo paper , had some problem . But nothing le . Finished all paper , cab-ed Miranda home and went home. Reached home , bathe and prepared. Went out to find Miranda and Mrt-ed to tamp as she finding her stead. So went there had pasta for lunch . Was kind of keep quarreling with the stink fish . Lols Now Miranda , you owe me 4 things =D I gonna use it on my chalet muhahahah. hehe . 2-3 plus , cab-ed home. Rot whole day at home. Slept awhile. Kept thinking things. Hais .

Miranda ,Lessie sorry for making you worried for me. I fall asleep. >< . Sorry! Don't need worried . Esther is okay de. And thanks for helping me , Love ya <3

Another day of problems .. Hais . I really don't know le.. I miss the 28th .. 3days without you.. When is the time for us to be back once again.. I'm will wait for the time.. Really miss those days being with you.. Will you be back again ? .. Or gone from my life?.. Hope it won't end up that way.. Hais..

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Eric , Kor thanks.. Don't have to quarreled.. And Sorry for attitude you .

Sammy/daddyx3 , Don't have to quarreled with the PB . Just wasting time . Fuck care will do and Thanks I will try to cheer up.. And stop quarreling .

ShenSan , Thanks I will cheer up and is you bully her first . !

PB , just fuck off will do . Stop entertaining . -.- I find it irritating .

Miranda , Relac don't have to waste time of PB =D .

Weiwei , you too . Relac and stop quarreling with PB . It just useless. Fuck care him will do and thanks for helping .=D..

x.Elicia , Oh okay thanks .

-AHKAI , oh okay I try, thanks =D..

Today , things are really getting better =D . Morning cab to school alone. LSA , bored . Talk about manner or whatever shyt. But did not listen busy talking to Miranda . Hahas we are back to normal le. Eng , return CA2 , lucky I passed . Recess did not eat much . AES , acted . MT , did work . Art lesson changed to Science . -.- sian. Ms pan revised with us . Kind of bored. After school , went to J8 ate pizza hut . Shopped around as we looking for wallet all those. Did not see anything we like so went to Ang Mo Kio . Reached there , walked and finally found a wallet we like Lols . =D quite nice and simple . Then we went to buy foundation and lip gross. Finish buying things , cab-ed her home and myself. Audi-ed but was quite boring . Went to bathe and chatted on phone with Miranda . Talked alot and she did so called a ''Revision '' to me . Lols hahas. As tomorrow are Geo and Science test. Good luck and Jy . ~ . Now posting .. Smsed him but he did not reply.. Maybe his busy or he did not want to reply?.. I don't know .. Really can't forget him.. I found out , I'm treating him bad and I totally regret .. but now.. regret also useless he won't be mine back bah.. Tomorrow don't know going where. As there is problem . Hais .

Anyway Thanks You Miranda sister/lessie! For helping and Hope we won't quarrel again . Sister forever ~ <3 ! . =D . Love ya ~ See you tomorrow =D . Done posting..

Hais really hope we can patch back and be like last time..

A quote for the boy I lost .. Really regret .. Hope one day it will happened again and I shall wait for it..

"Lasting until the end of enternity.
Once upon a time,a fairytale.
Very real,yet feels like a dream.
Every moment is a new memory."
(Will it happen?..)

"I want it to be inconvenient; I want to sacrifice my life for it. I want this kind of love that wakes me up anytime. I want love that hurts, love that I have to work for. I want love that tests me. I want the kind of love that is hard to find, and hard to keep and never easy. I want the kind of love where you get hurt. I want love that makes me cry. I want to hold on even if it takes me through my worst nightmare. But most of all I want the kin of love that's worth it. I Want Love. "
(I hope it will..)

"True love is the love that exceeds the boundaries of your heart and spills onto your soul."
(Really do exist? ..)

This is a quotes. Is for her , My sister.. We really had a distance between us.. A long distance.. A long changed.. But I just wish we will be back..And this is just for you.. No one else ..

"Best friends are always by your side when you need them most. They are still by you when one of them accidentally trips on a rock and takes you down with her." ( I will do that for you..)

"Your the friend I can trust with everything there isn't a thing I wouldn't doubt telling you because I trust you with my whole heart, your the friend that has been through ruff times with me and were still standing strong , your the friend who has always helped me out , and you know what? Your the person that I consider my best friend. " (I don't really tell you lots of my things but now I'll . Thanks for being there for me .. And I'll be there for you too..)

"A friend is someone who comes in when the rest of the world has gone out." (Yes , you did for me..)

"A friend is someone who understands your past. Believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are." (I hope you do.. And I will ..)

Today , went school myself. Reached school early so lie on table.. Was kind of moody .. Smsed in class. Did not really listen to what teacher teaching.. As I'm thinking of things while crying.. The sms.. I really don't know what to say le.. I maybe change.. But you are still my sister . But you seem to go with others more le.. I'm starting to felt lonely .. But still did talked to you.. Recess , did not eat .. She brought me milo but.. I did not drink end up she throw away.. Hais I don't know what happened. I know you care.. I did not say I don't want it .. You somehow change ?... More to barbie.. But I'm okay with it.. Now rotting at home.. I did something .. I shall show it in another post.. It really mean to me.. And that what it to me..

Today , Whole day rot at home. This few days did not eat much . Today .. really did not eat anything.. I don't know what I'm doing now . I don't know what to do either ..

Read someone blog .. She seem to be happy .. That great.. But still she really hurting me too..
To her , This few days really they pei-ing me . That why I post that.. You are there with your stead them , or someone that I don't like .. How would I feel? I have enough le.. I really can't take it much .. You hurt me too just like others.. I don't know what to do anymore.. I really just wanted to end my life . It pointless to stay.. Really pointless .. Each day , I'm crying like a baby .. Each day , I kept thinking .. Non stop.. I've been suffering .. Who know? No one.. What I want , I can't have it anymore.. I really wish one day , I'm not here . I'm gone . That will be great.. I really wish that day but just cause of you I really can't put you down.. Can't let you off.. But it just leave by it own.. You prove to me what is sister .. But you show me what hurt.. Once again .. I don't know you anymore.. I don't know .. I don't know who say de is truth or lies.. It simply look so fake.. What am I to you now? .. I treating you as stranger? .. I said le.. Whatever I did I have my reason to it.. Believe or not I can't help.. It a person choice , It's a trust between one another , It's a reliable .. All this .. Whatever you've said , It hurt me lots .. I had more than enough . You not feeling well , So do I.. I had been think .. Who can I have.. Who can be the one there for me .. Who really love me lots.. I'm down.. I just don't show my weak side to you cause I'm strong in your heart.. That why I don't really tell you lots of things .. I see you happy , I don't want to ruin your day.. I just wan you and him and others happy .. Anything that can make you all happy I will do it , Even it needed my life , Cause you all are precious to me.. My one and only..

To that boy .. Stop loving me as you choose the path to go.. The path which lead you out of my heart.. You still love me but please just stop.. Although I still want the love from you but it seem that .. You suit her.. She's pretty , kind , care and can always accompany you..I'm not good enough , You don't have to care about me anymore .. No more burden .. No more hurts.. Each day living in a happy life ..Whatever I'm doing , don't bother.. I want you to forget about me.. All those pain and hurt .. I shall take it for you.. That all I can do for you .. I really don't know le.. We stead on 28 of June .. Broke on 10 of August , In the midnight.. We last for 1 month 5 and a half day.. I though we could last.. I really wanted to changed for you but it just too late.. All just gone .. All of a sudden.. But thanks for everything you did for me.. Goodbye.. Hope you find a better girl .. Much more better then me..

Loving someone is easy .. But sometime it suffer.. Caring for someone , End up it hurting .. Love , care to whoever .. It will just hurt.. Fate .. My fate is to let me suffer .. Wanting someone to forget you .. Hurt alot.. And giving blessing.. Asking someone to help care of a person.. Is just like giving all in.. and left nothing inside.. I'm feeling all those now.. How long could I be living.. Or how long could I stand all this.. Tears all over.. Hurt inside.. I'm living in darkness.. Full of pain .. No Sun .. No rainbow .. Not even a single light shining .. A total darkness.. I fate to live in this kind of world bah.. I'm okay with this life.. If living in this life can make all of them happy , I willing to .. I won't reject..

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PB , Please kindly shut the fuck up and leave my blog . Stop flaming . I have enough . Want just come my class and find me . I welcome you . Come room 7 . I wait there for you . Come and scold in front of my face . Dare ? . Have the guts then come . Don't have . Fuck off . -.- Stop being a joker here . It does not entertain us at all . We wont entertain you . Want have fun ? Go other blog , other then my friend . zzz I have enough of you .

Sammy , Oh okay .

Felicia' Ayuki. , Thanks for tagging . Love you too . You're welcome..

weiwei , Don't care about the PB le . Just attention seeker . Nothing better to do . So just fuck care them . They just making you sio . And they will be happy. So they are just useless . zzz .

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Ahxiang , Ahgong don't care them . Lifeless .

Yujing/Tangtang , Hello , long time no see too . Okay tagged back your blog le .

XiaoJun , Hello kor , don't need treat . Don't waste money on me . Alright ?

Sat , meet Miranda at 2plus and went to era . Reached era , went to eat kfc with xiaobun and maiko . I was quiet .. After eating when back to era and played audi with Miranda . Kind of talks things there . I cried when I saw all those words . Then , her daddy pei her played so I ran off as I cried . Did not want anyone to see I cry .. So went down , sit there cried . Rainbow came and anwei me . So , more and more people came . Xiang , xiaoahboi , yirong , xiaofeng , and others . Thanks so much .. After I cried, Xiang pei me all the way . Went to a cc as he knows some of the people there and after that went back to era . Did not talk to her at all . Went back era saw vanvan them . So slacked with them . Yirong and emodan didi brought bacardi . And decided to go ecp . Went there with vanvan them . But end up coming back to era due to some reason . So cab back to era , went vip and drink . Did not drink much but Yirong drink alot end up drunk and start vomiting for hours . Vanvan didi , also seh . Only 2 cup . As he never drink before . So both of them seh .

Sunday , Morning still at era as take care both of them . Played audi as waiting vanvan didi to wake up and cab together . Phone no batt . So went home , charge and slept awhile . 7plus went to bathe and cab down era . Then meet weiwei , rainbow , milkteh , pathic and decided to go watch fireworks . So cab there . The uncle so cute lols . Went there , people told us no more fireworks so went to Marina square to find my stead .. Went there , was kind of shag le .. Decided to cab back to era as was kind of bored and he went to played arcade . Hais.. So went to main road and keep no cab . When there is cab , the cab don't want come over . zz waited for about 20plus min and there was a cab. So reached era , played audi . On-ed .. awhile more the audi ring was break .. And our relationship just break cause of some reason . He cant tahan anymore .. I went to find him today.. I don't believe what I saw .. But it's over . Everything is gone from my life .. My closest sister gone and my stead .. I don't know ..

Now Monday .. I at era now posting .. I ton-ed again bah ..Maybe Night I will post things that I've done later.

I cried .. It don't seem that I myself again .. I cried and cried .. Really can't tahan .. I'm not feeling well either .. People may think I'm strong but now , I'm really weak . I really really tired .. My eyes are tired .. My heart hurts alot .. I really don't know le .. I might as well go die . But I still can't leave my sisters and brothers. . They are really there for me this few days ..Thanks alot .. But .. I toh le .. Sotplug toh .. And gone for good le.. I don't know why things just happened to me .. I'm suay ? .. maybe bah. All I can say is sorry and thanks . No more words that is better then that .. My life .. toh le. Wanted to open chalet for my birthday but now .. I don't know . I think I've no life bah.. Just so useless life .. Nothing better each day..Maybe gonna turns worst ? .. If that so , why let me live . Why not just make me die for good . It better then suffering ? . I don't want it anymore . I'm shag enough , tired enough .. Can't smile to live.. But cry to live.

Miranda , Just let me bah.. I have my reason to all I did on that day . Hope you are fine and take care yourselves . Don't fall sick again. Thanks for everything ...

Andre , You let me see the sky with Sun and rainbow . But now you let me see the dark , rainny day .. I'm not a good stead bah . I'm just so useless. Whatever I've said in audi , I'm sorry . Don't mean to say it . Happy finding a stead and Jiayou on finding a couple . That full-filled your expertation . I'm gone ..

Xiang , xiaoahboi , weiwei , xiaofeng , junwei , rainbow , shawn , vanvan , xiaoken , pokeyou , suaku , eugene , yirong , and some other people ; Thanks . Thanks for everything that you all do for me , example ; anwei me , sayang me all this . Really thanks alot and you all are there for me when I'm down for this few days. I mia le .. Hope you all take care yourselves and anything you all can call me . I will sure be there for you all . Thanks and sorry ..

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daddyx3 , Oh okay . I will .

PB , simply fuck off my blog . Don't step one ehsai . I don't think so . You are just lao lan . So kindly stop flaming and fuck off . Don't be a lamer / joker here . -.-

Miranda , Sister <3 Love ya .

Today, half day school . Got celebration . Slept there in the hall . Bored die sia . Talk craps . Was kind of moodless in there . Something happened . After school , cab Miranda home , in the cab , Tears drop down for something . In the cab , it silent . Both of us did not talk . I don't know what I'm doing but just really shag . Went home , smsed Miranda sister. We kind of talk things out le bah.Have quarrels again with stead again . I don't know le . I give up ? .Went era today . Saw alot people. Played audi , slacked all this . Whole day eat chocolate things haha . Night , went to coffeeshop , awhile , Miranda came then went to cab with her . Talked. She gave me a cookie =D Lols and it double chocolate chip cookie , Chocolate again ! =D muhaha . Reached home , bathe . Now posting and now watching tv . Bye .

Miranda ,Lessie I will . You too , anything tell me bah . My reletionship , I think just leave it bah , the choice .. Let time prove bah . Or fate . Don't know le . I leave it all up to god? . And today , we quarrel again . Hais . 3rd time le bah .. Hope no more quarrel bah .

Andre ,Continue pangseh , throw me alone there bah . I leave it to you . All your choice . I giv up alright ? I give you all the freedom you want . Whatever you do , go ahead . I let you . No need to tell me anything . I just simply tired of it le . I hate the feeling . zzz My relationship is like that ? .

I really really tired of problems . I thought things are getting better but pop out again . Anyone know how I feel? I cried , I make myself there laugh so people may think I'm fine . As I don't want you all to worried for me. Even if I'm young , I already have all this problem le . So I used to it bah . Ya , I'm young and I should learn to suffer bah . zzz I'm just like an idiot , stupid girl . Did things for people . Let people . Am I too good ? Or should I turn more bad ? If it that , I will just fuck care everyone . I don't care gans or what le. But could I? Could I live without my sister / brother / gans ? I don't know . I'm strong or weak ? I simply don't look like me le . Keep cry cry cry . I crap all those , make myself like tai gong like that cause I just want make people happy and filled with laughter . Why I did that? hais . I give up on myself le bah . I just let things go bah . And stop bothering things bah . Should I ? ...If Only I've My Answer To All My Question ..

Today , nothing much . Had English CA2 test then went for recess for 1hr then MT CA2 test .After CA2 test , HE test . After test , cab Miranda back and myself . Mother asked me to go out eat lunch with her so I went . Ate crystal jade . After eating when to starhub shop . Quarreled with Mother . Wait until pekcek , bus home. Reach home , rot , on com , watch video , msn and sms . Kind of bored today . And broke le . Going get money from father soon bah . And for my chalet . Hope I can open . ! Nothing much to post le . End here bah .

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Weiwei , Okay , hope you all turning happy and not doing stupid things . Okay meet up soon , Sat going era hope to see you there -D .And stop drinking . Please .

Stranger , Who you , Cant just simply put your name . If you are B just say. zz Fake out one for ? . zzz .

--LastChance{ShenSan} , Thanks .

daddyx3 da dort dort , Oh okay , Medmed can't find her le . Lost contact .

Miranda , Sister <3 =D Love ya ~ =D

Today , went school as normal . Eng , slept . Told Miranda lessie about a msn thing and she must do Two things for me , anything =D muahhaha ! Laugh die me . hehe . Recess . AES , Acted as it was drama . MT , quarreled with teacher . She china dog sia . Compo also can copy might as well test copy . zzz . Never copy , Told her , tio kan . Then chase me out of class .Miranda came out too lols . At outside quite sian but quite fun lols . GEO , did test . After geo , Form teacher came and arrange table for tomorrow CA2 . hais . Don't know x.x . Scared fail lols . After school , cab Miranda home and cab home . Bathe and meet her again . Went to Tpy eat lunch and went to library . HAHAS I'm so guai right =D go library . Lols Go there find recipe for HE . In library kept laughing as di-siaoing somemore . So called prank hahas . =X After finding when to buy ice cream and french fries and walked Miranda home and Bus-ed home myself . Reached home , Went to tpy interchange to pei my mother eat dinner . Ate ichiban . Went home , Msn with Miranda lessie ; she not feeling well T.T, send song to mother , Audi-ed awhile and now posting .


Miranda lessie , hope you recover soon ! Takecare , see you tomorrow . Hope we will passed our test with flying colours .

Hmm My life are better now . Post also quite better le . Not so moody le . Less talk to my bi le . But still , sms =D . Saturday going era =D hahas Miss alot people. And alot people going too=D Example , bob didi , diamdiam kor , cola ''didi'' and so on.. Hahas Miss them=D and era too ! Hope to see things which makes me happy and not moody . Did not see vanvan didi , xiaoahboi them le . Weiwei too . Hais , they keep drink drink drink. Thanks to ford . zz Ford stop buying beer , if not more and more people will just drunk . zzz And say stupid things .

Today , overslept . Bus-ed to meet Miranda and cab to school . HI , copy notes . Science , go through test . Recess . Maths , did quiz . Eng , slept . MT , go through test . After school , cab to tpy to eat lunch with Miranda . Walked her home and bus home myself . Read her msg .

I'm just ranting it at my blog . Not only you asked me . Others do . That why I post it . Not you fault . I did not say you can't tell me . Is others who also asked me that why I post this . It don't mean anything to you but the others . As you say there some too. It the some of them I mind but I don't mind if it you . I think you have the wrong thinking bah . I don't know you will believe or not. Just to said , I don't wish to quarrel over this . We both never quarrel for long. And that one quarrel was like 5mins . I tired or not , I'm always there for you . This is what I've promised . I don't break promised . Serious . If I tired cause of you , Then why I'm still there for you . I might as well fuck care? . Get what I mean ? . Maybe You will think I lied , Then I can't say anything . Maybe , I'm not a trustable friend . I won't changed . I'm still the friend that you know . Anything just tell me . You want tell others , I don't know what to say.. I'm just not reliable? ..If I'm not , I'm Just Sorry.

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Andre , Nevermind Things past le .

Weiwei , Laopo Hope you are okay , Cheer up too . Glad that you can stand strong le . Forget bah , at least you won't suffer much . Take care , don't do stupid things =D .<3 .

Stranger:) , If you are not B and why you come and tag me about all this . It simply not a stranger .

Xiaodrea , Hello , Thanks for the tag =D

XiaoSimin , Okay , Take care too .

Daddyx3 da idiot , Oh okay glad that you are recovering =D .

Woke up at 7.40am , went to bathe and bus-ed to Miranda house there . Cab-ed to school. Maths , return test paper and did work . Recess . Science , Did test and go though things . PE , played floorball . MT , did work . After school , cab-ed to Miranda house there and eat lunch . Finished eating , went to slack awhile and her sister , mother and little sister came . So she went off and I went to bus-ed home. Meet stead at 5plus - 6 . Was kind of pissed as he call me to rush but end up he late . zz Mrt-ed to amk . On the Mrt , we so called quarrel . But behind , he keep disiao me and we are back to normal. Reached home . Bathe and now posting . At school was kind of moodless to study . Nevermind . Life still must carry on in this way . I hate people keep copy . zz sotplug . -.- cant they just use brain ? . zzz . Whatever lah I don't want to care anymore . zzzz .


Maybe , things are getting better ..Or maybe not . People can't stand to think positive but the negative side . Why ? What for ? . I don't find any point thinking negative . If Look really matter to love , then no people will have stead . Matter is your heart , how much you love a person and not the look to let people see and like it . If that so , it not called love but admire . So please think positive . I'm tired of people kept thinking negative and I must repeat the same things . I'm not pissed off but just want people to listen . If I say so many time and continue to think negative , then why tell me . Whatever I said , people don't want listen then I've nothing to say . Believe in yourselves and the love you have . That an advise from me . Listen or not , I leave it to you .

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-xCOLA , Hello , Okay meet up soon . =D..

Fionn , Hello , Thanks for tagging =D ..

Xinni ♥ , Hello , take care too =D ..

Miranda , Sister , Thanks , you too . Take care too =D..You always have me by your side. Thanks for the promise . =D..

samsam = ossaries , ..Oh.. Take care . Hope you can recover . =D..

Saturday ,
Woke up around 10plus am . Bathe and start using com . Until 4pm , Vanvan didi finally done bathing as we sharing cab to era . Shawn was with vanvan . So I cab go lor 8 tpy and went back to my house as I forgot to bring my white skinnies for weiwei as she did not have and we going to work . Work must wear jeans so I lend her . Went home rush down and cab to era . Reached era , saw weiwei and pass her . Pei her go change and rush back era . Cab to Pasir Ris Sec school . As they were celebrating National Day and Minister is coming . We work as game . Each of us have a station . Me and weiwei is the same . Is like a big floating ''playground'' and we are to ask the children to take out shoe and make sure they are save . There were this 2 little boy . Dam cute , one call James and another one is Jia Jun . LOL They both were like playing the whole day until we closed . They were very hyper . One was 2 and a half year old and another one is 5 if I'm not wrong . This 2 were to cutest and the troublemaker . HAHAS . About 10.30pm we end . So went to the school nearby void desk slack awhile while I anwei weiwei .After Shawn make her smile , we walk to tamp inter and took bus 10 to era . Reach there went to eat then went back to era . I ton there . Many things happened . Weiwei , xiaoken , ford , B , ming , ming gf , ford friend , xiaofeng and vanvan was at backalley drinking . So I went there too . I keep on shooting B . zz Others too. Went to near 7-11 there sit , weiwei followed and B too . zz I told him to fuck off but he sit there . zz Then weiwei was dam shag le B keep on fan her say he want drink .zzz I say want drink go took yourselves lahs . Then xiaoken come and say , if he seh how , who take care all this and say is they call him to take care B . ZZZ I was being kan for nothing . Then weiwei don't know go where , B come and said , You don't want see me isit. So I shouted at him and say what xiaoken kan me . Then I run off as I cried . Heard that they got taiji so I wanted to run back B keep stop me and say don't run le . zz But I run back and sit there cry . They all saw I cried and came to anwei me . Thanks for being there for me . After that B come and I called him fuck off my life and go away . So from then . I no longer knowing him . After awhile , xiaoken and vanvan chatting with a guy . And more people chatting there too . Police came and screen them . Xiaoahboy told us to go as some of them were under age drinking . zzz so weiwei was seh and she say she want go toilet . Then that guy who chat with them is staying near era there and ask weiwei to follow him to his house and go toilet . But end up we did not , we went to mac . Slept there awhile was called to wake up and we went back to era . Slept awhile and I woke up . 11am , I cab home .

Today ,
Kept sleeping and sleeping . Told mother to buy this she buy wrong and I was dulan . zz Quarrel with stead . zz Today was dam bored and home . I think I'm gonna be single soon . We really breaking le bah . I don't know . I cried but told Miranda lessie that I was fine . I don't know what I doing le . I was dam shag le . Yet still have relationship problem . Hais I don't know le .. I really toh le . I can't stand long ..

Miranda ,Lessie I'm sorry to lied , I failed to be a sister le . I don't want you to worried about me . I will be fine de .. I think ? ..Esther is strong ? Idk.. Strong or weak it does not matter le . I'm Just Toh le ..

Weiwei,Laopo Thanks , Dont think so much le . Whoever he want to be with let him . It time to let him go , forget him and give up on him. I'm sure you can find a better guy then him . Loving someone does not need to be with him . Seeing him happy , is what you can do . And that the way to love him . Don't have to do stupid things for him , Just not worth . Do le he also won't care so why not , live in a happy life . You still must live on . So make it happy then sad . Anything called me . Take care .

Vanvan ,Didi I know you very stress too and have relationship problem but try to solve things by saying things out . Whatever it is , talk out everything . Need me , called me . I'll be there for you . Anw Thanks.

Ming , xiaoahboy , xiaoboi , shawn , Thanks for your caring . I'm fine . Thanks alot .

~B, From today onward , you are a stranger to me . And you no longer in my life . I can't tahan you anymore . I shoot you I have my reason . Forget it . I just don't want my life ruin by you .

Xiaoken , get the facts right before you come and say me . I shoot him , I've my own way to do . You don't know , Don't anyhow come and kan me . I'm not a person to let you give attitude and scold de . I shoot him , he will stop whatever things he doing . So , that what I'm trying to do . If you want kan me , I think you choose to wrong person . I'm not . And fuck off too . zzz

Andre ,Now we are still stead but I don't know what to do anymore . Whenever I need you , you are not there . Ya you have your reason .. 2nd , I did talk on the phone is just you can't hear . And you told me to shut up . Went to talking to your brother or picking another line , you never say wait before , You just dumb me there alone . What am I ? A toy ? .. Choice will be made soon bah . .

My life really sucks . Things happened . Those things are going , gone le . Things that I don't want it to happened , happened . What the point ? I seen long did not cry much le but now , I kept crying over things . I was asking myself , why ? I don't know what to do le . I don't know anything . I really very tired le.. I toh le . Happy?.. I failed to be a gans . I sucks . Okay. I know. Whatever it is , all my answer is don't know .. I really don't even know what to say anymore and how to answer questions .. I turned ..

Reply Tags .

~B , zz that you problem . I don't want to know and don't give a dam .

'#----LOVEMEx3 , Thanks . <3 .

Miranda , Same , love you too <3 .

start with ossar , Oh ok . Thanks . It okay you too . Tc .

Vanvan , Nope =D oh okay hahas <3 .

Miranda , Sister <3 Barney .

weiwei , Nope , okay , good that you have listen . Hmm You too .=D <3 .

Thursday ;
Went school as normal , after school went home and bathe . Meet Miranda lessie and cab to my father shop , took money and went to find Miranda father . Went here played with all those camera =D took lots of picture but delete it le hahas. Went to bugis street walk around and went to bugis junction and eat pasta . After eating , went to look around again . Walk back to bugis street and finally brought our shoe and clothes . After buying , send Miranda home and went to meet bi . Waited him very long as he was at woodland . zz When he reached , we went to sky garden and have a chat . Kept disiao-ing him hahas . Send him to Mrt then bus home . Reach home , bathe and slept.

Friday ;
Went school as normal , after school went home and bathe . Meet Miranda lessie and went to eat mac . After eating went to Mrt-ed to pasir ris . Dam fucking far . zzz . Reached went to find Miranda stead , Javier the stink fish / barney , Kenneth and QuanLong . Went to zone-x . They kept playing the Jubeat catch no balls with that game . Played with Miranda lessie awhile and cab to my father shop took money and went to era . No people de. But still , train my audi . CC4 cmi le but BU improve =D . Thanks Xiang ahgong pei me and let me entertain . =D Thanks . Hmm , then Miranda lessie came and went to eat with her with her stead and others . Went there , did not eat as no mood and just drink . After she eating , went to cab her home and myself . In taxi , we did not talk . As something really happen bah . Idk .

Miranda ,Lessie / Sister . I'm sorry for today . I was totally no mood but I did not forget the promise . Just that don't want only . I'm shag enough le . I don't want to make you all more shag . That all . I don't mean to say you that but just trying to let you think I'm still entertaining . So you won't be so worried for me . Just this all.

~B , When I was playing . I don't like people to come and talk to me . When they talk , I won't reply . And you just simply gave me attitude . What am I to you ?. People kept telling me about you . For? I don't want to care anymore . Since you so like to make me . Go ahead . I let you then . Happy or not . That you problem . You never gonna learn something de . I knew it . I won't give any chance le . Forget it .

I don't know what has happened to me . I'm simply just pissed off , shag and moodless bah . Voices and voices kept coming to my ears . I hate it . I don't want to listen . I don't want to know things about him . I said le , I fuck care him since he did all this kuku things . I very hard to forgive and forget . Cause I did that alot of time le but still it won't change anything but just kept on repeating . zz -.- . When I'm unhappy , I tends to scold people . I think I'm starting to give attitude le bah . So sorry to those who shoot by me . I just want to do things on my way . If can't tahan , just let me know . I will control de . Sorry..