Today, half day school . Got celebration . Slept there in the hall . Bored die sia . Talk craps . Was kind of moodless in there . Something happened . After school , cab Miranda home , in the cab , Tears drop down for something . In the cab , it silent . Both of us did not talk . I don't know what I'm doing but just really shag . Went home , smsed Miranda sister. We kind of talk things out le bah.Have quarrels again with stead again . I don't know le . I give up ? .Went era today . Saw alot people. Played audi , slacked all this . Whole day eat chocolate things haha . Night , went to coffeeshop , awhile , Miranda came then went to cab with her . Talked. She gave me a cookie =D Lols and it double chocolate chip cookie , Chocolate again ! =D muhaha . Reached home , bathe . Now posting and now watching tv . Bye .

Miranda ,Lessie I will . You too , anything tell me bah . My reletionship , I think just leave it bah , the choice .. Let time prove bah . Or fate . Don't know le . I leave it all up to god? . And today , we quarrel again . Hais . 3rd time le bah .. Hope no more quarrel bah .

Andre ,Continue pangseh , throw me alone there bah . I leave it to you . All your choice . I giv up alright ? I give you all the freedom you want . Whatever you do , go ahead . I let you . No need to tell me anything . I just simply tired of it le . I hate the feeling . zzz My relationship is like that ? .

I really really tired of problems . I thought things are getting better but pop out again . Anyone know how I feel? I cried , I make myself there laugh so people may think I'm fine . As I don't want you all to worried for me. Even if I'm young , I already have all this problem le . So I used to it bah . Ya , I'm young and I should learn to suffer bah . zzz I'm just like an idiot , stupid girl . Did things for people . Let people . Am I too good ? Or should I turn more bad ? If it that , I will just fuck care everyone . I don't care gans or what le. But could I? Could I live without my sister / brother / gans ? I don't know . I'm strong or weak ? I simply don't look like me le . Keep cry cry cry . I crap all those , make myself like tai gong like that cause I just want make people happy and filled with laughter . Why I did that? hais . I give up on myself le bah . I just let things go bah . And stop bothering things bah . Should I ? ...If Only I've My Answer To All My Question ..