Saturday ,
Woke up around 10plus am . Bathe and start using com . Until 4pm , Vanvan didi finally done bathing as we sharing cab to era . Shawn was with vanvan . So I cab go lor 8 tpy and went back to my house as I forgot to bring my white skinnies for weiwei as she did not have and we going to work . Work must wear jeans so I lend her . Went home rush down and cab to era . Reached era , saw weiwei and pass her . Pei her go change and rush back era . Cab to Pasir Ris Sec school . As they were celebrating National Day and Minister is coming . We work as game . Each of us have a station . Me and weiwei is the same . Is like a big floating ''playground'' and we are to ask the children to take out shoe and make sure they are save . There were this 2 little boy . Dam cute , one call James and another one is Jia Jun . LOL They both were like playing the whole day until we closed . They were very hyper . One was 2 and a half year old and another one is 5 if I'm not wrong . This 2 were to cutest and the troublemaker . HAHAS . About 10.30pm we end . So went to the school nearby void desk slack awhile while I anwei weiwei .After Shawn make her smile , we walk to tamp inter and took bus 10 to era . Reach there went to eat then went back to era . I ton there . Many things happened . Weiwei , xiaoken , ford , B , ming , ming gf , ford friend , xiaofeng and vanvan was at backalley drinking . So I went there too . I keep on shooting B . zz Others too. Went to near 7-11 there sit , weiwei followed and B too . zz I told him to fuck off but he sit there . zz Then weiwei was dam shag le B keep on fan her say he want drink .zzz I say want drink go took yourselves lahs . Then xiaoken come and say , if he seh how , who take care all this and say is they call him to take care B . ZZZ I was being kan for nothing . Then weiwei don't know go where , B come and said , You don't want see me isit. So I shouted at him and say what xiaoken kan me . Then I run off as I cried . Heard that they got taiji so I wanted to run back B keep stop me and say don't run le . zz But I run back and sit there cry . They all saw I cried and came to anwei me . Thanks for being there for me . After that B come and I called him fuck off my life and go away . So from then . I no longer knowing him . After awhile , xiaoken and vanvan chatting with a guy . And more people chatting there too . Police came and screen them . Xiaoahboy told us to go as some of them were under age drinking . zzz so weiwei was seh and she say she want go toilet . Then that guy who chat with them is staying near era there and ask weiwei to follow him to his house and go toilet . But end up we did not , we went to mac . Slept there awhile was called to wake up and we went back to era . Slept awhile and I woke up . 11am , I cab home .

Today ,
Kept sleeping and sleeping . Told mother to buy this she buy wrong and I was dulan . zz Quarrel with stead . zz Today was dam bored and home . I think I'm gonna be single soon . We really breaking le bah . I don't know . I cried but told Miranda lessie that I was fine . I don't know what I doing le . I was dam shag le . Yet still have relationship problem . Hais I don't know le .. I really toh le . I can't stand long ..

Miranda ,Lessie I'm sorry to lied , I failed to be a sister le . I don't want you to worried about me . I will be fine de .. I think ? ..Esther is strong ? Idk.. Strong or weak it does not matter le . I'm Just Toh le ..

Weiwei,Laopo Thanks , Dont think so much le . Whoever he want to be with let him . It time to let him go , forget him and give up on him. I'm sure you can find a better guy then him . Loving someone does not need to be with him . Seeing him happy , is what you can do . And that the way to love him . Don't have to do stupid things for him , Just not worth . Do le he also won't care so why not , live in a happy life . You still must live on . So make it happy then sad . Anything called me . Take care .

Vanvan ,Didi I know you very stress too and have relationship problem but try to solve things by saying things out . Whatever it is , talk out everything . Need me , called me . I'll be there for you . Anw Thanks.

Ming , xiaoahboy , xiaoboi , shawn , Thanks for your caring . I'm fine . Thanks alot .

~B, From today onward , you are a stranger to me . And you no longer in my life . I can't tahan you anymore . I shoot you I have my reason . Forget it . I just don't want my life ruin by you .

Xiaoken , get the facts right before you come and say me . I shoot him , I've my own way to do . You don't know , Don't anyhow come and kan me . I'm not a person to let you give attitude and scold de . I shoot him , he will stop whatever things he doing . So , that what I'm trying to do . If you want kan me , I think you choose to wrong person . I'm not . And fuck off too . zzz

Andre ,Now we are still stead but I don't know what to do anymore . Whenever I need you , you are not there . Ya you have your reason .. 2nd , I did talk on the phone is just you can't hear . And you told me to shut up . Went to talking to your brother or picking another line , you never say wait before , You just dumb me there alone . What am I ? A toy ? .. Choice will be made soon bah . .

My life really sucks . Things happened . Those things are going , gone le . Things that I don't want it to happened , happened . What the point ? I seen long did not cry much le but now , I kept crying over things . I was asking myself , why ? I don't know what to do le . I don't know anything . I really very tired le.. I toh le . Happy?.. I failed to be a gans . I sucks . Okay. I know. Whatever it is , all my answer is don't know .. I really don't even know what to say anymore and how to answer questions .. I turned ..