Today , went school myself. Reached school early so lie on table.. Was kind of moody .. Smsed in class. Did not really listen to what teacher teaching.. As I'm thinking of things while crying.. The sms.. I really don't know what to say le.. I maybe change.. But you are still my sister . But you seem to go with others more le.. I'm starting to felt lonely .. But still did talked to you.. Recess , did not eat .. She brought me milo but.. I did not drink end up she throw away.. Hais I don't know what happened. I know you care.. I did not say I don't want it .. You somehow change ?... More to barbie.. But I'm okay with it.. Now rotting at home.. I did something .. I shall show it in another post.. It really mean to me.. And that what it to me..