Sat , meet Miranda at 2plus and went to era . Reached era , went to eat kfc with xiaobun and maiko . I was quiet .. After eating when back to era and played audi with Miranda . Kind of talks things there . I cried when I saw all those words . Then , her daddy pei her played so I ran off as I cried . Did not want anyone to see I cry .. So went down , sit there cried . Rainbow came and anwei me . So , more and more people came . Xiang , xiaoahboi , yirong , xiaofeng , and others . Thanks so much .. After I cried, Xiang pei me all the way . Went to a cc as he knows some of the people there and after that went back to era . Did not talk to her at all . Went back era saw vanvan them . So slacked with them . Yirong and emodan didi brought bacardi . And decided to go ecp . Went there with vanvan them . But end up coming back to era due to some reason . So cab back to era , went vip and drink . Did not drink much but Yirong drink alot end up drunk and start vomiting for hours . Vanvan didi , also seh . Only 2 cup . As he never drink before . So both of them seh .

Sunday , Morning still at era as take care both of them . Played audi as waiting vanvan didi to wake up and cab together . Phone no batt . So went home , charge and slept awhile . 7plus went to bathe and cab down era . Then meet weiwei , rainbow , milkteh , pathic and decided to go watch fireworks . So cab there . The uncle so cute lols . Went there , people told us no more fireworks so went to Marina square to find my stead .. Went there , was kind of shag le .. Decided to cab back to era as was kind of bored and he went to played arcade . Hais.. So went to main road and keep no cab . When there is cab , the cab don't want come over . zz waited for about 20plus min and there was a cab. So reached era , played audi . On-ed .. awhile more the audi ring was break .. And our relationship just break cause of some reason . He cant tahan anymore .. I went to find him today.. I don't believe what I saw .. But it's over . Everything is gone from my life .. My closest sister gone and my stead .. I don't know ..

Now Monday .. I at era now posting .. I ton-ed again bah ..Maybe Night I will post things that I've done later.

I cried .. It don't seem that I myself again .. I cried and cried .. Really can't tahan .. I'm not feeling well either .. People may think I'm strong but now , I'm really weak . I really really tired .. My eyes are tired .. My heart hurts alot .. I really don't know le .. I might as well go die . But I still can't leave my sisters and brothers. . They are really there for me this few days ..Thanks alot .. But .. I toh le .. Sotplug toh .. And gone for good le.. I don't know why things just happened to me .. I'm suay ? .. maybe bah. All I can say is sorry and thanks . No more words that is better then that .. My life .. toh le. Wanted to open chalet for my birthday but now .. I don't know . I think I've no life bah.. Just so useless life .. Nothing better each day..Maybe gonna turns worst ? .. If that so , why let me live . Why not just make me die for good . It better then suffering ? . I don't want it anymore . I'm shag enough , tired enough .. Can't smile to live.. But cry to live.

Miranda , Just let me bah.. I have my reason to all I did on that day . Hope you are fine and take care yourselves . Don't fall sick again. Thanks for everything ...

Andre , You let me see the sky with Sun and rainbow . But now you let me see the dark , rainny day .. I'm not a good stead bah . I'm just so useless. Whatever I've said in audi , I'm sorry . Don't mean to say it . Happy finding a stead and Jiayou on finding a couple . That full-filled your expertation . I'm gone ..

Xiang , xiaoahboi , weiwei , xiaofeng , junwei , rainbow , shawn , vanvan , xiaoken , pokeyou , suaku , eugene , yirong , and some other people ; Thanks . Thanks for everything that you all do for me , example ; anwei me , sayang me all this . Really thanks alot and you all are there for me when I'm down for this few days. I mia le .. Hope you all take care yourselves and anything you all can call me . I will sure be there for you all . Thanks and sorry ..