Well , another day of Jcube . Before going cube , went to dentist and have my holes filled and have my teeth pluck out . I have fear to dentist =X lols .. I was kept shivering lol. I wonder what will happen tomorrow as I going to National Dental Centre =X omg .. Well shall wait and see tomorrow . After plucking went Jcube . Saw quite alot people as normal and was dulan cause audi can't play at Jcube!!! D= But others can !! Lols. Nevermind was slacking all the way. My tooth hurt D= And now having fever lols . I'm pissed off too when I heard something .

Why you all just can't stop bothering my sister . Did she owe you all a living ? -.- Whatever you all told her I know every single things . Wtf is this ? Say my sister until very gey yan ? -.- And why you keep peng wei to my sister ? Reason ? Main point ? Since you have a stead then leave her alone . Saying that you give up Him is cause of my sister ? Lies? why say it now ? Trying to hurt her ? -.-Saying she copy you all those , wtf might as well say the whole world copying you then . Wtf lahs Did you even have a brain I always wondering .Girl like you , fuck off is better then staying in this world. Nothing better at all . Just like telling lies and more lies .Lols . What a liar and throw girls face . Older then me can't even think . Not mature even bah you . Hahas . Advise you to go back primary school study and learn what is manner and respect.If not my sister I will sure face to face and talk to you . What a shame man . A bitch trying to say things which is not truth . Stop bothering my sister again . With all those jiao wei . -.- If you happen to say it again . GG to you then . Simply stfu and leave her alone and stop ka her jiao wei . Shut up please . You just a bitch trying to get pity . Making my sister life hard for her , yours life will never gonna be good after all . =D .

Three of Cups
in the "Situation" Position

General Meaning:
The Three of this suit is often entitled Consent, or simply Yes. This card resonates with a spirit of agreement, mutual support, encouragement and teamwork.

Often pictured as three women celebrating their connectedness in a dance with lifted cups, it could also be called "sisterhood," a real mutual admiration society. It points to all the benefits of harmonious relationship.

Congratz you and your audi couple wedding success . Each day I'm trying very hard to forget you and slowly my feeling will fade off . Soon bah . Shall wait for that day . I regret everything . .

Woke up at 1pm and went to bathe all those . Waited my brother for a very hours. Waited him like 2-3 hours to get him done with his audition and bathe . Lols. Went out around 3or 4 plus and cab-ed to my father shop to get money and went to Jcube. Was very bored. Cause was like so less people . So played audi and walk around . And slowly more people came . Played audi and slacked around . Nothing much . Cab-ed home with Miranda sister . And now at home posting and audi-ing . Nothing much le so well my life is getting more and more bored . ~

Daily Horoscope: November 29, 2009
Something small but interesting catches your eye midday and might turn into an obsession by evening. You might not quite be equipped to figure it out yet, so keep collecting data for now.
Mood: Unsatisfied
Lucky Color: Spring Green
Lucky Number: 63
Lucky Time of Day: 9pm

Quite True !


Still thinking of you .. I hate myself for being this .. I may look that I gave up but I'm not really yet .. Is just half of it of giving up . 50/100% . Sux man. I hate me for being so weak .. But I can show people my strong side and not my weak side that what I can do only bah.. Hiding my weakness..

Hmm back to posting . Went cube today with Miranda sister . Played audi , dota and went to eat . Slacked around and do nothing . Saw lots of people . Nothing happen much today . A very short post . Bye .
Quarreled with you when we were sms-ing . I simply don't get what you mean by some message. I really hope to know the truth and not to quarrel with you .. Hope you will tell me . Waiting for the answer ..

Tarot card of the day of mine:

Five of Cups
in the "Self" Position

Meaning of this Position:
The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself right now.

The Self position represents your personal identity in the Now -- the only real point of power. It's not about you in an objective sense, but rather a reflection of how you perceive yourself. It points to an aspect of your self-image, outside of how others might see you.

Consider the meaning of the card that lands here in light of your inner experience, your personal perspective about yourself and the issues you bring to this reading. Who are you? What kind of attitude or energies are affecting you right now? What do you want? It's not always easy to know yourself. Clarity about values and roles is essential for skillful behavior. Values evolve, but don't be too attached to roles -- they can change.

Your attitude is of primary importance here because, more than anything, it supports a capacity for happiness, success and love. How are you contending with fears that arise? What aspect of yourself is in need of development here? Is there any attitude that may be in need of change?

The way you perceive yourself may prove to be accurate or inadequate as the reading unfolds. You may want to take a second look at this position at the end of the spread.

Today went Jcube alone . Cab-ed Miranda to tamp then went to Jcube . Reached Jcube played audi whole day . Pk here and there lols . After that saw Emodan didi . Long time did not saw him le . Slacked at smoking area and eat all those . Went to 7th floor as Kido and his stead 1st month . Same goes to my beloved sister . Today was her 4th month. Lols . Lastlong ya both =D ~ Me single D= lols. Nevermind . Single life huat LOL . Feel like changing couple LOL . Nothing much to post le .
What my birth month say about :
* Suave and compromising
* Careful, cautious and organised
* Likes to point out people´s mistakes
* Likes to criticize
* Quiet but able to talk well
* Calm and cool
* Kind and sympathetic
* Concerned and detailed
* Trustworthy, loyal and honest
* Does work well
* Sensitive
* Thinking
* Good memory
* Clever and knowledgeable
* Loves to look for information
* Must control oneself when criticizing
* Able to motivate oneself
* Understanding
* Secretive
* Loves sports, leisure and travelling
* Hardly shows emotions
* Tends to bottle up feelings
* Choosy especially in relationships
* Loves wide things
* Systematic
Mostly were true . But one which I really can say is not true that is * Loves sports, leisure and travelling. The only thing is Sports . The rest was true . LOL

Yesterday rot at home whole day . Just played dota with Andre , Junwei , Edward and others . Lols I killed someone ! Dam happy lols . After that played audi till now . Can't sleep .. Afternoon going out . =D hehe . Heard something which I never wanted to know again . Something happen to my close one . Fck it . Why now days lots of things happen . Happen to me and my close one .. I really don't like it .. I'm really going stress up .. I hate it .. I just found out that I'm starting to forgive and forget .. Maybe I've changed to a better or worst one . I don't know.. I simply don't know what to do .. I'm stuck . I'm being accuse being stress up being fucked up . I don't want things to happen anymore . God , can simply stop everything if bad things going to happen ? When not leave me a good things then bad .. I don't like it .. I hope things will get better . I willing to do anything for it .. Hais .. More and more shag more and more sad more and more fck up .. Hais .Time for me to stay at home everyday? . I don't know . My chalet I'm still thinking whether to continue opening or closed .. Shall see ..
Still thinking of you each and every single days .. Wondering why you were moodless , wondering what you doing , wondering who you are with now .. Why am I being so busybody.. When I choose to pun with them .. I should not think of those question bah but I can't .. Hais Useless me .

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To ZhuZhu , Have=D.

To Gracelyn , Relinked =D.And It okay .

To Miranda , Hmm Okay Thanks..

To Passerby , Loving someone is not hard. It rather easily. It hard when it came to giving up . I may not be strong but everyone do have their weakness. I'm changing now.. I'm trying to give up now.. Anyway Thanks for the advise.

To Shiro , Hello.

Did not post for 2 days . This 2 days happen quite alot of things ..

On 24ths , Went to watch 2012 this movie . It quite touching some part while some parts was like chim . Watched this show with Miranda sister . After that went to Jcube and slack . Slacked with Mell and gong gong . We went to Plaza sing and diao wa wa(Catch dolls .) And catch 2 stitch Lols . I got one girl and one boy now. (Please Don't Get Any Wrong Idea ) . Went home around 9plus . And Pun-ed with Them.. Think all know the reason bah. In My heart you all will always be the best brother ever and never a stranger to me in my heart. Will always there for you all secretly..

On 25ths , Cab-ed with Miranda sister and Edward rl Kor to my father shop and took money and went to Jcube. Slack around and went to eat lunch. After eating went to arcade and see them play Jubeat. After Jubeat,send Miranda sister to cab and went back. Slacked around and sat at smoking area. Chatted with kido , daniel and poon awhile. Justin kor came and pei-ed him and huimin (if I not wrong) to long john and went to evo. Slacked awhile and cab-ed home .

On 26ths , Now is 1.20AM. Continue 25ths post .. Reached home , bathed and now posting. Before posting was audi-ing .. Something which I don't wish to be heard and I heard it .

I never ever said , you all was using my money. If I would to say that , I would have that thinking , On dex bbq I won't keep spon anything. Or before dex bbq . You just type it out without thinking.. Know how much it hurt ? It all just mean , Brother and Sister Ship all is cause of money. Money can buy Brother / Sister ship . That the meaning ? If that so , I wish I never going to know it then. It hurting. Let me tell you the reason of all those then.
Mia - Cause I want to forget you . It hard if I don' MIA.
Pun - Cause Nobody care about me , never ever put themselves in to my shoe and I'm nothing after all . Lastly wanted to make you all hate me ..
All of this reason are they linked to money? If that so , tell me which part of it then. It Hurt me. You'll never know the pain at all .Who told you is because of money , ask that person come tell me then. Ask the others brother that are mine and yours before you come and say that to me. I love you for 1year plus , treat you as brother and you tell me this sentence. If I'm that kind of girl and you all happy with it then shall be it then. I really don't want cry anymore.. I'm tired of it , I've enough.. D=.. Only Andre know how I feel and the only one close to me and contact me even I mia. Maybe he understand me well then you ..Delete me from buddy list can make you happy then up to you since you did it already...
"Thanks For Saying We All Are Just Using Your Money Only" This sentence really can make me cry for hours.. Thanks for the sentence too..

2nd post..
Crying now..2.41am..
I really wanted to wait but the answer is in front of me.. yet I still think of this.. What others say about him some are correct but some really wrong I misunderstood him .. I don't really care what others told me .. I just want see it myself.. Was sms-ing you just now .. It all my fault .. If I was not here in the first place you and her won't break le .. I'm the one who made you 2 break.. made you cry .. And I kept finding you , troubling you , annoying you , lied you and sms you.. All my fault.. Fate to just be brother and sister bah.. I won't forget the past .. Thanks and cheer up .. ILoveYou..♥

To all brother ..
Dexter♥ ( The shortest / oldest brother) , Melvin♥ ( Craziest brother ) , Elgin♥ ( Big brother ) , Andre♥ ( Smallest brother ) and Bao♥ ( Ahmeng brother ) .
Sended all one message le bah .. All received I think .. Thanks to all I have a great time all awhile .. Sorry to say I mostly going Mia ..So take care and always stay as one brother =D.. Love all.

Well yesterday ton-ed at Pasir Ris Park Bbq pit as it was Dexter brother birthday . Yesterday afternoon went to cube awhile to meet Andre brother and Chongyong didi . After that cab to Bugis and brought present for Dexter brother =D . While walking , sawed Miranda sister !! Lols . Chatted with her awhile and went. Walk around and waited for Chongyong didi to come . When he reached , cab to Pasir Ris . Was kind of dulan of something . Walked a long long distance and reach ! It really dam long and I don't even know how ride a bike and it worst for me D= . So walked with Andre brother . Reached there , it raining and waited the rain to stop and all went to pit there . The weather simply sux !! D= Bbq all the way but not I bbq =X lols .Was slacking , chatting , pissed off and emo-ing LOL... At night , sated at the rock there near the seawater , was kept thinking.. It the first time I ever see he cry .. and loving someone is easy while giving up is hard all along thinking about this ..and heart pain.. :/ Around 5plus , started walking to go road side to take cab , while walking saw Melvin brother so passed him something and he sawed me crying.. So he lend me his shoulder and talked to me awhile .. Cab home and sleep .

Woke up cause there is a call from my Miranda sister asking me whether want to go out or not so decided to went out with her . Went to Bugis street and brought a tube top it twin with Miranda sister =D But her's white mine black . Walked for very long and was looking for vest yet found nothing ! D= Whatever we want it just only left one ! dulan right ! . So went to Bugis Junction and ate NYDC . Had so much talk with her lols. After eating walked around and we brought a friendship bands , earring and me myself brought a scarf =D After buying , cab to Bedok to find her stead Javier . Was walking around to find the bubbletea shop ! After finding him talked awhile and cab home . Lols I went home early today wow =D So guai of me hehe . I was pissed off with the cab uncle . He don't have change for my note and he drove me to a hawker center and ask me go change and he did not count the cab fare that reached my house and he count the cab fare that he continue droving me to the hawker center and back to my house -.- Idiot and still give me a Lj bin roar . Shall end my post here ..

Boy , cheer up .. I never seen you cried before .. It really make me heart pain to see you cry.. I know you still like her then go for it .. If you made your decisions then go for it bah.. I will always be there for you just like an guardian angel .. What I told you at there remember it .. You still need to live on , then why not happy and not sad?.. Anything can find me but I know you won't.. You always treat me as your little sister bah.. Last word .. Smile..

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Edited .
I broke my nails just because I wanted to take out my ear stud and end up I can't take out and I broke my nails and my ears are pain . Roar ! .

Now time is 5.00 am , 6pm will be going to Dexter , the shortest brother bbq . Well Around 7plus pm, which is counted as yesterday , went to Yishun to buy bbq with Dexter them. Was quite dulan as I did nothing and I'm being shoot . Forget it then . Then after buying waited Elgin the 2nd tallest brother to come and I went to Justin kor chalet . Was quite alot cube people and I don't really like so stayed awhile and went to lan . Went there awhile and went home . Was chatting on phone . lols . Afternoon shall be going to buy present . Changed new blog song . Kind of like this song =D.. Enjoy it .

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.


Cheer up girl.. And Boy , don't regret what you made for your choice ..

Reply Tags .

To Jeanne , Yup , long time no see =D I'm fine you ?

To Miranda ,Thanks for the tags and okay I will cheer up =D

To Javier , Thanks but I'm giving up .. =D

To ZhuZhu , Thanks for the tags and can you just wait for it =X hehe . Ask from wawa she have my number =D

Yesterday went sdd lan and ton . 3-4 days haven sleep le haha . This few days kept eating chocolate and sweet ! High on sugar =X hahas Went to meet dexter and follow him to meet Elgin them . Saw Deric , Andre , Elgin , Fann and pris . Was laughing at the void deck .
Dexter the oldest brother / shortest LOL .
Andre the smallest brother
Melvin the don't know what brother =X
Deric the tallest brother
Bao the ahmeng brother
HAHAS lols . After that cab-ed to Amk blk 532 if I not wrong, for dinner . All the food they called was spicy . I was like D= . Then I ate a bit . Cause can't tahan . Lol. After that went to near MRT station , talked for very long . Then decided to went to Lan and ton . Lazy go home this few days . Reach there on-ed com but end up Deric took it D= Then pei-ed wawa and gongong to prata shop and eat . She let me try new food that I never ever tried . Lols it was quite ok but spicy . Ate half of the prata . Sited there and chat , heard things that make me really bwg. Went back , awhile pei-ed Zhuzhu , Junjie and bao go prata shop again -.- Lols. They chat de things I don't really understand LOL. They kept say where they first started to know this this person all this LOL . Went back , did not play any com . Was drawing , chatting outside and being entertain and got someone come and made me pissed off zxc . Thanks JunJie for the "Da Dao Li" and you and Bao de entertainment =D

I should be giving up soon.. Slowly I will just forget you . Whatever you treat me as , you will get it one day . zxc I seriously nothing to say . It may hurt but you don't even care . So forget it .. I shall give up then .. Hope you find your true love .. :)

Another post .. Now is 2.51 .. And I'm still shag & sad.. What can I do for him .. I asking myself .. I can't answer .. Cause I only make it more worst.. Wanted to go down pei him as he is alone but I don't dare.. Lots of negative thoughts came to me.. I may look fine .. But all were just fake smile to cover .. No one know .. I cried .. So what? No one care .. Not even him .. He no mood now what to do ? .. I really want do something for him .. Who he like , Why he no mood all this question I wanted to ask but he won't answer to it .. I'm a burden to him ?.. I'm just making more trouble for him ? .. I'm just staring at the com , audi .. Just keep seeing the room .. Seeing everything that he is doing .. I'm a retard .. I asked Deric .. Why others can have a relationship and not me .. Why I can't just have the things I want when no matter how hard I try , how hard I do .. I thought whatever a person do , it will pay back .. but not to me .. It just so unfair .. God , why can't you just help me .. I willing to do anything for it .. But whatever I do it useless.. Why god.. It really unfair .. I really hope I was not born out .. I really hope that I was not in that group so less trouble for him.. Mia ? .. Again ? .. Should I ? .. Am I going to let people know I am giving up but actually I'm not ? .. Thinking and crying now.. All alone..I'm a total failure..Shall end here..

Boy.. You will never know how it feel.. You are being loved.. Cheer up alright.. Don't always no mood.. Learn to smile more.. Take care yourselvese too .. I miss you & I love you .. 22th will always be remembered in my heart always.. Thanks for caring me .. I appreciate it ..really .. lots..
I will just leave secretly ..I'm Sorry Too..

Well back to posting . Hais.. Has been moody all along . Today , afternoon went to tpy and eat crystal jade with Miranda , went to jubeat then Javier them came over . Slack awhile send them to Mrt and went to did ours nails =X lols hehe changed colour hehe. And I cut my fringe back to side fringe . Went to walk around pasamalam . Went to buy some food and went to a void deck and have our dinner lol . Had a heart to heart talk until 9plus and went home ..

Some people told me to give me while some asked me to Jiayou .. I won't give up de lahs .. Waited for long .. It like the first time I know him was 1year before .. I fall in love with him but we did not contact for months and now contact back le .. I wanted to wait .. In that few months .. Whoever I stead with I did not really put all my feeling into it .. But end up just one day things happened and both of us back to friend .. I really hate this feeling.. Roar.. Hurting .. D= Hais .. Now continue waiting with no hope with it .. I think you like her bah .. I've no chance bah .. Hope god will help me ..

This few days ya .. One word shag . This few days went out most of the time . To cube or lan or out to other place . Well yesterday night was really dam shag.. Was ton-ing at sjb lan now .. Lols . Morning ~ now is 6 plus am ! Lol . Tired ..
Really don't know what to do . Sometime I made my decision but still sometime was down with it . Hard to give up and wanted to wait but still it will be more shag .Sometime I really made my decision , told myself say I will wait and no matter what happen will just wait .And still shag Hahas . Don't know .. I really want made my mind . I really want just wait and don't keep shag no matter what but hard ! Roar D= Why every time I can't just have what I want . No matter how hard I tried to get it .. Oh well , shall see fade and god whether to help me or not .. hahas .. Some people may say I'm stupid or whether but still I don't really care what they say hahas .. So I must say to myself bah , JY ~ Someone told me , You can change the facts .. But I don't know is it truth or not .. I shall try . Trust miracle bah ~ .

..Sometimes you really care for me.. But what I see sometime really made me sad but what I saw was not really what it is .. Heard explanation from others .. I really don't know should I believe or not .. I tried? .. When you see me shag and you know the reason you sms me to cheer up .. What it is all about .. I really don't understand .. And something I hide .. We know each other for 1year plus .. The moment I know you I can say I fall in love with you but few months we did not contact.. When the moment we contact , meet all those I really tried to get close with you again and now waiting for you .. 25days.. But to be accurate it should be 1year plus .. When I stead with others I don't really put real feeling .. I may hurt the others but still I did all just for you .. but it useless afterall hahas.. Well shall stop here ..

Hmm today went out with Miranda to kbox Lol . My chinese birthday . 9/11/09 in chinese = 9yue 11 re . haha But it should be 11 sep =X HAHAS So shop around brought shoe and clothes and clips =X CUTE !! Well shag again .. Roar.. Nevermind forget it hahas..
Wanted to go down pei you as you asked but end up you told me she came without telling you well I stayed at home.. Forget it bah , not fated to pei you .. hahas... cheer up don't so moodless.. smile =D...

Well , posting now as I've nothing to do .. Hmm well , rot at home whole day . Was playing audi , watching tv . Lifeless huh Lols . Quite bored , but still can't change anything . Nothing much to say .. Hais . Each day , was being bored . Life sometime do really boring .. Changed display picture . Hmm , Nothing much le bye ..

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Ecstacy , Lols posted =X Thanks ya .

Miranda , War me sia D= Scare-ed lols . Cute lahs =X

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Sarah , Hello , relinked =D

Okay well 3days never post le =X so back to posting . Not quite lots of things happen this 3 days just went to pool , lan all this . Was slacking around and yup quite lifeless bah .. Don't know . Today woke up late and forgot meet Miranda D= Shyt me .
Anyway Sorry sister D= Hmm saw your blog de picture so sweet sia =X lols okay lahs anything call me ya sister ;shy
Planning something one dec =D hehe ! Hope it will be fun and nothing happen =D ! My life now quite boring . Hais Me fate to be like that bah hais forget it I should just face it bah . Lazy post le .. Today just rotting at home .. MissingHim..

Well shall post some overdue photo ya , This few days things somehow happen the way I did not want but till , I can't change anything to it so face it then . Enjoy the pictures ..

This song .. Listen to it ..

YOU
Vocals: YURIA
Lyrics: AlAi
Composition: Attyorike
Arrangement: Suzuki Masaki
(In Japenese)

mune ni daku kimi eno kotoba
itsuka tsutaetai na

koboreru binetsu, takanaru kodou
hajimari wa wakaranai kedo
ichido kidzuita, kesenai omoi
uso niwa mou dekinai kara

deaeta no ga arifureta guuzen dato shitemo
tokubetsu na imi wo kanjiteru

kimi no soba ni irareru koto wo
itsumo kamisama ni kansha desu
mayoi no nai kimi no yokogao
zutto nagameteitai

kimi to futari sugosu jikan ga
yuruginai chikara wo kureru yo
fui ni ukabu kimi eno kotoba
itsuka tsutaetai na

wazuka ni fureru atatakai yubi
yasashii daishi, sore dake de
yume no tsudzuki wo miteiru you na
fushigi na kimochi ni nareru yo

moshimo itsu no hi ka otagai wo miushinattemo
mata nando demo meguriaeru

kimi no taisetsu na omoide ni
douka watashi mo imasu you ni
mita koto nai kimi no sekai wo
motto wakete hoshii

kimi ga negau koto no subete wo


amasu koto naku kanaetei yo
shinjirareru kimi no tame nara
nanni demo kawareru

--sore wa iromeku hana no youni
tooku sakihokoru monogatari
kesshite kie wa shinai neiro ga
kaze ni nosete hibiku--

kimi to futari sugosu jikan ga
yuruginai chikara wo kureru yo
inori komeru kimi eno kotoba
fukaku todoku you ni

YOU
Vocals: YURIA
Lyrics: AlAi
Composition: Attyorike
Arrangement: Suzuki Masaki
(In English)

Words for you that I hold close to my chest
I want to tell them to you someday
(I wanted to tell you that I really love you..)

An overflowing passion and throbbing heartbeats
I don’t know when they began
But since I’ve noticed my unfading feelings once
And that I can’t lie anymore-
(On 22ths.. )

Even if we met when it was but a common coincidence
I still feel a special meaning

I always give my gratitude to God
That I can be by your side
I want to forever gaze at
The profile of your unhesitating face
(I will always be by your side whenever you need me..)

The time that I spend together with you
Gives me an unwavering strength
Words for you that suddenly surface in my mind
I want to tell them to you someday
(The time we spend together not long but short ..But I will still remember it..)

Just with your fingers that touch me for a moment
And your kind remarks
I can feel strange
Which seems as if I’m continuing to dream

Even if one day we lost sight of each other
We can meet again by chance, no matter how many times
(I hope that we can meet again..)

I hope to be within
Your precious memories, too
I want you to share with me more of
Your world that I haven’t seen
(There no longer any chance to let me be in your memories and in your world..)

I want to grant you everything that you wish for
Without leaving anything out
If it’s for you who I can believe in
I can become anything
(I willing to do anything for you ..)

――It’s like a flower that will be colored
　　　A story that blooms fully and faraway
　　　A timbre that won’t ever disappear
　　　Rides on the wind and echoes――

The time that I spend together with you
Gives me an unwavering strength
So that words for you infused with my prayers
Will reach you to your depths
(Everything will be remember to myself..)

Hais ... Everything went wrong .. Really don't know what I really doing or what should I do ? .. I'm sorry to make those who angry me . .Sorry .

Miranda Sister, i never keep things from you just that yesterday i really want think about it whether to give up or not , and make a confirm answer , why i want think is cause his msn put 5362 baby <3 is = to jena baby , then is like everything now is jena jena he say i'm over senstive that why i yesterday wanted to think and now his msn put 120809 which is the date he and zhuzhu stead .. that why I don't know what to do .. i say le i will tell you de so i did not wanted to hide okay? .. For not cutting cake with you i'm sorry , i did sms you but cant send out that why i heard ql talking on fone with javier wanted him to help me tell you that i cant go .I'm sorry for everything I've done ..

Don't contact me for today . I really no mood. Wont reply or answer any phone call just want be alone .. Sorry if make you worried..

Yesterday went to Pasir Ris bbq there as my sister Miranda birthday hahas. Starting was fun but end up a bad weather came . Rain -.- It like rain abit then alot then abit then alot back -.- dam fucked up . ROAR . Alot picture taken hahas , =X I think I post some they will kill me but oh well too bad =P Will post when I'm free Sorry =X