Yesterday rot at home whole day . Just played dota with Andre , Junwei , Edward and others . Lols I killed someone ! Dam happy lols . After that played audi till now . Can't sleep .. Afternoon going out . =D hehe . Heard something which I never wanted to know again . Something happen to my close one . Fck it . Why now days lots of things happen . Happen to me and my close one .. I really don't like it .. I'm really going stress up .. I hate it .. I just found out that I'm starting to forgive and forget .. Maybe I've changed to a better or worst one . I don't know.. I simply don't know what to do .. I'm stuck . I'm being accuse being stress up being fucked up . I don't want things to happen anymore . God , can simply stop everything if bad things going to happen ? When not leave me a good things then bad .. I don't like it .. I hope things will get better . I willing to do anything for it .. Hais .. More and more shag more and more sad more and more fck up .. Hais .Time for me to stay at home everyday? . I don't know . My chalet I'm still thinking whether to continue opening or closed .. Shall see ..
Still thinking of you each and every single days .. Wondering why you were moodless , wondering what you doing , wondering who you are with now .. Why am I being so busybody.. When I choose to pun with them .. I should not think of those question bah but I can't .. Hais Useless me .