This few days ya .. One word shag . This few days went out most of the time . To cube or lan or out to other place . Well yesterday night was really dam shag.. Was ton-ing at sjb lan now .. Lols . Morning ~ now is 6 plus am ! Lol . Tired ..
Really don't know what to do . Sometime I made my decision but still sometime was down with it . Hard to give up and wanted to wait but still it will be more shag .Sometime I really made my decision , told myself say I will wait and no matter what happen will just wait .And still shag Hahas . Don't know .. I really want made my mind . I really want just wait and don't keep shag no matter what but hard ! Roar D= Why every time I can't just have what I want . No matter how hard I tried to get it .. Oh well , shall see fade and god whether to help me or not .. hahas .. Some people may say I'm stupid or whether but still I don't really care what they say hahas .. So I must say to myself bah , JY ~ Someone told me , You can change the facts .. But I don't know is it truth or not .. I shall try . Trust miracle bah ~ .

..Sometimes you really care for me.. But what I see sometime really made me sad but what I saw was not really what it is .. Heard explanation from others .. I really don't know should I believe or not .. I tried? .. When you see me shag and you know the reason you sms me to cheer up .. What it is all about .. I really don't understand .. And something I hide .. We know each other for 1year plus .. The moment I know you I can say I fall in love with you but few months we did not contact.. When the moment we contact , meet all those I really tried to get close with you again and now waiting for you .. 25days.. But to be accurate it should be 1year plus .. When I stead with others I don't really put real feeling .. I may hurt the others but still I did all just for you .. but it useless afterall hahas.. Well shall stop here ..