Well,posting as I got nothing to do and really want to rant out things as I really can't take it anymore.I'm already broke down..

Firstly,I really have enough of your nonsense man girl.You are making my sist life hard and difficult to leave for.Why can't you just stop?.Are you that free?You are really fake man.Why?Can't you just be whoever you are born to be?Making people life hard and difficult is it really that fun?Serious who are you to make my sist life like this?Saying this and that.Put yourselves in other people shoe first man.You are old enough to think man.Yet you still have a Primary school child mindset.Really it's the last warning I'm giving man.If you continue saying things,I'm sure I will find you and you going to be the one and apologize to my sist.

Secondly,You another girl just like that girl I mention above.You like to be ahlian so much and you think you are very brave?You too,last warning.If let me found out you were the one saying all those things you will get from me too.If you think you so brave then put your name.Why be cowards?If you got the guts when school reopen come to my face and say man.No point being a keyboard warrior.

Thirdly,If you both guys like to say things behind my back and both of you are so brave,talk as if you two are so daring and even put down number to people who say you both then why not come infront of me and say?Why say things behind my back.Scared?Cowards?Last warning man.I sure I will do something that let both of you never forget.A experience that you can never forget about and I will let everyone know and let you embarrassed.

Forth,I really hate guys that want to win..Is winning that important?I hope you cherish my sist well.I really hope to see my sist smiling and not upset.If you ever did something wrong again,I'm sure I will do something about it.You don't deserve my sist but still you are having it.If you don't change and keep repeating your mistake I will not let you have my sist and let you taste how it's feel like being hurt.

Firth,now a brother of mine don't even understand me..Ya I never treat you as didi okay?.. Ya I agree on what you say,my life is so happy and and I'm brave.. You think highly of me man..You are making me cry even more worst.. Thanks..

Lastly,it's about myself man.I can't seem to move on after seeing those things.You are once mine and now you are her's.I always waiting for you and never give up when I suppose to.But still you will never know..You even comfort me and giving me advise..It's hurt me more..And I will never tell you that the person I'm talking about,I'm sad about is you..I will bottle everything up..Don't worry..I won't make your relationship spoil..I will just slowly force myself to fade my feeling towards you.No matter how hard,I still must do it..I'm sorry that I can't promise you..Cause you are the reason that I'm being weak..I hope you last with her and you will have a happy life..A blessing from me..

Reality really sucks. A place where no people want to be there. A place where it's filled with pain , hurts and sadness. A place where makes people broke down.. Life will never be like a fairytale or a wonderland.Everyone is stuck inside..Life can be like a fairytale for a moment only but never forever..It's always end..I hope I don't found out anything anymore..Cause I don't want to know..It's really hurt me alot..Why must it be me always..I really have enough..I have been crying now and then..Even now I'm crying while typing out all this..Thanks to those people who are by my side and asking me to cheer up.. I hope I can but it's not easy after all..

I love you still..But I'm going to give up..I have no choice..

On Thursday,17June.Went out with Miranda sist like finally!Have been rotting at home quite long and my holiday is ending! 1week plus more!:[!Went out of house at 2plus pm. >-





The bread is big :] Hahas! And it's soft too >-
Cab to Miranda sist house first and cab over to Cineleisure and ate at Hongkong cafe for lunch.The food is still as nice!(Thumbs Up) ! ♥ Cab to 313Somerset after eating and shop around.Brought a top there.Cab to Far East Plaza after that and went shopping around again.Brought a few tops and a high waist shorts.

My eyes look weird]:!

Cab to Bugis Junction and brought a new shoe there.Walk around and went to Bugis street after that.Brought a few tops too and went to iluma.Brought a pink lanyard and saw pig-rabbit too!It's so cute lahs but expensive.No point spending money on softtoy ya?:].Walked back to Bugic Junction walk around again and dine at Tcc.After eating went to shop around again and brought a small Hello Kitty softtoy to hang on my phone.Lols.Brought a Hello Kitty iPhone cover too!Hahas.Went home around 9plus-10pm.

Added a few Secret songs to my mixpod too ♥

Orh well.Can't seems to sleep this few days.something is wrong with me.
Found out something that really make me sad.It's okay.My feeling will slowly fade.I hope?.I want you back but it's impossible.Holding my tears now.Manage to hold a few times already:]Hahas.

It's has been long since I posted.Hahas.Well my life is still the same.It's kind of boring too.Didn't really go out during my June holiday man.No allowance hais.Hope I got it soon.Really need to do some shopping man.Shall start posting about Thursday.






Went out with Miranda sist yesterday.Went to Marina Square and ate at Jack's Place and went to sing at kbox.Around 7plus cab to Ion and shop around.Brought stage cosmetic and went to Far east plaza.Lols we were being smart alex as went wanted to walk to Far east but end up we walk the wrong way and end up took cab go>-<

Friday,stayed at home did nothing man. >-<

Saturday,went out at around 8plus pm and meet Weiwei laopo at cube.Slacked around and went to parklane.Saw Jeff senior,Eugene brother and others.Slacked around The Cathy and went to Plaza Sing.Ate toast box and accompany her to wait her bus and cab home.

Weiwei laopo , cheer up lahs , don't think too much. Learn to let go things and move on. :]

And lastly,Miranda sist. We may seem that we are normal friend but we are not.Been together for almost 8years so ya we are not just normal friend alright:]I just have nothing to say,don't know why too.Sorry ya sist.I'm not moodless lahs,just that my life is boring and not filled with rainbow colour.Anything tell me ya.And I'm trying to forget him too so don't have to worry :]And thanks for those song intro ya , you a great song finder man ! Lols >-< Thanks for being there for me always.Love you , my one and only beloved sist.♥

30May,Last Sunday.
During noon went to meet Miranda sist and went to buy sandwich and bubble tea and went to watsons and get some stuff.Went up to sist house and played with her little sist awhile.She's super cute man hahas.Cab back to my house and get my stuff ready and went down to meet Ford didi.Cab to Festive Hotel and check in.First thing me and sist do is jump to the bed:x Hahas!




Awhile later went to change and went to Hard Rock Hotel pool there. There's sand there too!And some disgusting adult doing disgusting thing.Eew.Played the slide and one small little boy stand at the end of the slide when me and my sist were sliding down and I put my hand and the side trying to stop myself and some rock bua my hand and ya there's cut-.- Super pain:[!! Went back at around 5plus - 6 to hotel and bathed.

Used my laptop awhile and makeup and went to vivo city to get some stuff and ate Mache.And it's super hard to take cab at there so called cab lucky got:] And it's so idiot lah there's 4 maxi cab but all is pay $40 to go anywhere?! Wth from Festive hotel to VivoCity just $7 and if I took the maxi cab I pay for $40?! wth!!Cab earn money fast man!

Went back to hotel room , took picture with webcam and took some photo.Watch New moon. But it's so irritating la the sound don't know why so soft and the sub tittle was like Tamil ? So head to bed at 12plus. But can't see nua until 1plus am then I'm asleep!

31st May.Last Monday.

Woke up by Ford didi calls ! At 8plus am :/ Sist was woke up too.Nua awhile and went to bathe and makeup all those. Ate breakfast and took some photo again:x -

Went out of the hotel and while walking to Universal Studio , these are some photo taken that are along the way.

Reached Universal Studio we were very excited man!



This Hershey's Chocolate World is just outside the Universal Studio. !!



This roller coaster is named Sci-Fi. But it's currently closed.
This is Ancient Egypt.
It's the cat in the show call Shrek .

This is the photo we take at Madagascar there. This is the front and back page of the photo holder.

Inside of it :]
This's Far far away land~ Watched Shrek 4D ! It's super nice and it's better then 3D !! Played Enchanted Airways too. Not really scary. Lols . -
Donkey and his wife dragon baby's!
Fairy Godmother's Potion Shop.
Those potion:x
Magic Potion Spin.
Donkey!
Princesses
Dino! The lost world. Played Canopy Flyer. Waited super long! 1 hour plus for just 3-5mins right :[!! And it's scary~ Played Jurassic Park Adventure , it's a water ride. Played that when we were about to go back hotel. Hair was super wet>-<

Ancient Egypt statue. At Ancient Egypt played Revenge of the Mummy. The ride was scary and the sound effect was super loud but I didn't scream:/ Don't know why my voice stuck there can't scream out ?! Lols




Played this Accelerator . No kick one man. Lols don't know why sist friend say they puke and it's super scary.. >-<



Roar~

@Hollywood~ Their cab hahas






Brought candies at Superstar candies !

Aww , police car >-<

@Some random restaurant.
Madagascar ship.

Night went to Hershey's chocolate world brought 1 bottle of kisses chocolate and 3 Hershey's solid milk chocolate.And gave one to sist and her family :]Went to eat toastbox and went back hotel , h2h with sist at balcony. 11plus went to bed and sleep.

1st June. Today.

Woke up 7plus am and slept back till 9plus wake up and bathe . Went to eat breakfast and went back hotel room.Me and sist kept nua on the bed lols. Till 12plus check out and went home. Super unhappy man. There is like a wonderland , fairytale.. It's super relaxing and there's like totally nothing to stress about. Well , I'm back to home.A boring place. Shall end with a song. Nice :]

My head,my brain told me to giving up but my heart is still holding on to it..It's hard to let go of

you..

Lastly thanks daddy for the money to book festive hotel and the ticket for Universal Studio :]

Living in the heart.