Well,posting as I got nothing to do and really want to rant out things as I really can't take it anymore.I'm already broke down..

Firstly,I really have enough of your nonsense man girl.You are making my sist life hard and difficult to leave for.Why can't you just stop?.Are you that free?You are really fake man.Why?Can't you just be whoever you are born to be?Making people life hard and difficult is it really that fun?Serious who are you to make my sist life like this?Saying this and that.Put yourselves in other people shoe first man.You are old enough to think man.Yet you still have a Primary school child mindset.Really it's the last warning I'm giving man.If you continue saying things,I'm sure I will find you and you going to be the one and apologize to my sist.

Secondly,You another girl just like that girl I mention above.You like to be ahlian so much and you think you are very brave?You too,last warning.If let me found out you were the one saying all those things you will get from me too.If you think you so brave then put your name.Why be cowards?If you got the guts when school reopen come to my face and say man.No point being a keyboard warrior.

Thirdly,If you both guys like to say things behind my back and both of you are so brave,talk as if you two are so daring and even put down number to people who say you both then why not come infront of me and say?Why say things behind my back.Scared?Cowards?Last warning man.I sure I will do something that let both of you never forget.A experience that you can never forget about and I will let everyone know and let you embarrassed.

Forth,I really hate guys that want to win..Is winning that important?I hope you cherish my sist well.I really hope to see my sist smiling and not upset.If you ever did something wrong again,I'm sure I will do something about it.You don't deserve my sist but still you are having it.If you don't change and keep repeating your mistake I will not let you have my sist and let you taste how it's feel like being hurt.

Firth,now a brother of mine don't even understand me..Ya I never treat you as didi okay?.. Ya I agree on what you say,my life is so happy and and I'm brave.. You think highly of me man..You are making me cry even more worst.. Thanks..

Lastly,it's about myself man.I can't seem to move on after seeing those things.You are once mine and now you are her's.I always waiting for you and never give up when I suppose to.But still you will never know..You even comfort me and giving me advise..It's hurt me more..And I will never tell you that the person I'm talking about,I'm sad about is you..I will bottle everything up..Don't worry..I won't make your relationship spoil..I will just slowly force myself to fade my feeling towards you.No matter how hard,I still must do it..I'm sorry that I can't promise you..Cause you are the reason that I'm being weak..I hope you last with her and you will have a happy life..A blessing from me..

Reality really sucks. A place where no people want to be there. A place where it's filled with pain , hurts and sadness. A place where makes people broke down.. Life will never be like a fairytale or a wonderland.Everyone is stuck inside..Life can be like a fairytale for a moment only but never forever..It's always end..I hope I don't found out anything anymore..Cause I don't want to know..It's really hurt me alot..Why must it be me always..I really have enough..I have been crying now and then..Even now I'm crying while typing out all this..Thanks to those people who are by my side and asking me to cheer up.. I hope I can but it's not easy after all..

I love you still..But I'm going to give up..I have no choice..