Back from countdown . Worst countdown I ever had . Worst to the max. Make me pissed off for the whole night . Fucking pissed! -'- Woke up at 8.30 pm by Felicia call. Was fucking tired. Slept at 6plus pm woke up at 8.30 pm. The last night did not sleep zxc Woke up prepare to go out and cab over to Amk to meet them first. Saw Huiyee , Xab , Ahhao , Vance , Poh Heng and Xiaoken . Slacked at there awhile and decided to take cab over to Dolphin pub. Actually going vivo end up Dolphin zz . Wait for a fucking cab for like 1hour plus ? End up decided to call cab and the cab reach in few minutes. On the way traffic jam , was abit pissed off . Reach there , slacked at coffee shop as the pub was full zz. And know what , we have countdown at coffee shop -.- Wtf is this man .zxc. Worst countdown I ever have. ZZZ I was totally pissed off and they say walk go Pearl centre as there got pub ? Walked a very long distance like for 30 minutes or more . End up walk wrong way -.- Reach a 7-11 went in , brought Ice and water . Came out , they were gone . So me , Huiyee , Shawn and Shawn Girlfriend's decided to cab over to Pearl centre and end up Poh Heng call Huiyee and kan -.- We didn't even heard they calling us. Reach Pearl centre , went toilet , awhile Felicia , Drea and another 2 girls came. Stayed in toilet awhile went out , I'm being kan by Poh Heng. ZZZ My fault ya . Thanks to me right zz. Whatever . Was fucking pissed off and after that all reach le , it was not pub it KTV =.= So all decided to go Vance father pub at Tanglin plaza so went there . Was crowded . So slacked at outside and was fucking bored. Awhile later , decided to go in . I was quiet inside. Have no mood to have fun. 4plus am , decided to go so I left without saying and no one know expect Felicia . Laugh .

Whatever , I feel weird being in this group . Don't really like this group of people. Firstly , everytime last minute and came out with something . Second , like to anyhow kan people . Thirdly , always taiji that never ends. zzz I've been tolerating this group for very long. Who know how I feel ? No one man . All just care about themselves and having their own fun . ZZZ Whatever it is , this the last time I'm going out with you all , I'm going back to my mia. From you guys. Hate me or not up to you all . I fuck care . Feel like disowning this group gans that I have. I don't care whether it close one or what le . Pissed off -'-
TO THIS GROUP , DON'T CONTACT ME . -.-

Felt like crying out loud. It hurting inside and not the outside . What are gans for.. and what are gans to you all .. I always wondering .. Gans are toy? Or someone that always there for you no matter what happen.. To you all maybe it toy .. But to me it important .. Who knows .. No one understand me well.. What I want ? .. No one know either.. Maybe I'm just 13 and I'm nothing to anyone of you all and just using it .. ? I don't want to care any more . I should disown or not ? .. One of it was my closest gans and I dote most. Other then my sister . The second person I dote most.. I maybe should disown him too. It embarrassing to call someone Jie that is younger then you .. Shall think about it next day.. I'm really not in the mood now..