This few days sick but still went out . Haven even touch the medicine that doctor give. Forget it , I'm fine anyway . Really not in a good mood all along .. Question kept went in my mind .. Really don't know what to do or somehow stuck..
Really thinking .. Should I let go you or not.. Seeing you at audi finding couple , your title all this and went I saw all this things I really stun . You told me ; "it just a game , can don't emo ? . " I really tried think that way but really it hard.. Read her blog .. Told you what happen and you told me to meet you and don't think so much .. Meet you le we are like stead.. Hold hand , hug all those .. But I don't know that you love me or not.. I know you trying to give up her and asked me to give you time .. I willing to give but I don't know how long can I wait as I saw all those thing .. Really wanted to ask you .. Who you really want be with.. even if it not me I just wanted to know the answer .. But I scared to ask .. I scared that the answer is not what I want , I scared you ask me to let go , I scared .. Really scared.. I really try not to think , I really pretend that I did not see a thing but hard.. I put on fake smile ..When at home .. I was crying .. I'm sorry to cry as I promised you I will try my best not to cry .. See you happy that what I want ..
"♥愛と ,Sotplug ; Should I or Should Not?.Somehow I'm stuck at a question that I really wanted to know .Someone give me an answer?"