Okay Last minute posting . Yesterday went school . Dam bored but just for the sake to take my report book . Later , going meet Miranda and go her bbq . Her birthday =X Lols . Anyway Happy birthday ya sister =D stay pretty and happy . Love ya . Shall come back with lots of pictures =D Bye .

This few days sick but still went out . Haven even touch the medicine that doctor give. Forget it , I'm fine anyway . Really not in a good mood all along .. Question kept went in my mind .. Really don't know what to do or somehow stuck..
Really thinking .. Should I let go you or not.. Seeing you at audi finding couple , your title all this and went I saw all this things I really stun . You told me ; "it just a game , can don't emo ? . " I really tried think that way but really it hard.. Read her blog .. Told you what happen and you told me to meet you and don't think so much .. Meet you le we are like stead.. Hold hand , hug all those .. But I don't know that you love me or not.. I know you trying to give up her and asked me to give you time .. I willing to give but I don't know how long can I wait as I saw all those thing .. Really wanted to ask you .. Who you really want be with.. even if it not me I just wanted to know the answer .. But I scared to ask .. I scared that the answer is not what I want , I scared you ask me to let go , I scared .. Really scared.. I really try not to think , I really pretend that I did not see a thing but hard.. I put on fake smile ..When at home .. I was crying .. I'm sorry to cry as I promised you I will try my best not to cry .. See you happy that what I want ..
"♥愛と ,Sotplug ; Should I or Should Not?.Somehow I'm stuck at a question that I really wanted to know .Someone give me an answer?"

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ShenSan , Thanks for the tags and that my ex song ?-.- .

Xiaobinbin , waiting you to text me ma . Lols..

Gin , Nope..

Lixuan , Thanks for the tags .

Sam , Thanks for the tags

--xPATH3TIC , I miss you too lahs . Take care ya . =D

Miranda , Lessie Thanks and Okay you too last long and I got eat le ..

Lynn , ..You too ..

weiwei , orh okay thanks Laopo , you too cheer up read your blog post you sound so sad .Anything can sure find me ya . Hope so , he will be back to me bah ..

Well photo don't know why can't upload .Never mind shall do it tomorrow bah . Went out with Lessie pei her to tamp and went home . Around 7plus went to find Andre and Bob . Something make me dam pekcek of and sio at . Roar . Went to Amk to find Dexter and saw Melvin there to . Slacked until 10 and went to Dexter house wait him to bathe and went to safra and played pool .=D Learned how to play . And thanks to my teacher Dexter =D hahas . Then Elgin came and played the last game and went off to eat. Was on phone with Miranda Lessie awhile .Roar unhappy about it. Send Dexter and Elgin home . And went home myself . Was kind of bored roar .. Don't really know what to do le .. I just want him !! Sad .. I make people cry past few days .. Roar x.x Sorry..

To Miranda Lessie/sister ,
Cheer up alright ? Don't think so much le . I will talk to him de . But still your 3rd month coming le Must be happy not pissed off okay ? Anything can sure find me . Sister here for you =D <3 Love ya

Hais .. Ate something today .. But still no mood.. I was thinking , Am I his stead now or not ? .. Giving him time but how long .. Still I will still wait for him no matter what . Hope we will really be back like normal ..I seriously don't like now.. It somehow different .. Me no like.. I always think , Do I worth ? Can I be there for you ? Could I ? Do I have a chance from you ? .. Can you give me a chance ?.. Negative thoughts really came to me .. Just wanted you .. Nothing esle . I Feel like crying but still I promised I won't cry .So I bear , Each day I will stop my tears from dropping .. Hais .. Hope you really be back to me and not throw me there.. Loving you always ..

Remove your name le.. Did what you told.. Just in one day really can happen lots of things .. I don't know what to do , how to help you .. Really useless bah .. I cry all this just adding to your burden .. Sorry.. Whatever I can do , is only wait for you and give you time bah.. That all I can give ?.. Hope you will be back bah .. Waiting for you .. Thanks to those who cheer me up and care for me yesterday ..










It been 2days that I haven ate a thing.. I really don't have the mood to eat .. Sorry..

Well I'm back to post . Hm quite alot things happen broke ups and new stead. Don't need any of the comment saying I'm hongster or what cause I know myself can le. Decided to pon school tomorrow . Was kind of boring as exam are over =D Here are some pictures over the past few days or week taken . And done my nails hehe.

Well yesterday, almost broke up with him.. hais I'm sorry for kept quarreling with you .. I will changed de .. But now we are okay le lols . Today , Maths paper 1 and literature paper . Okok After exam , went home . Whole day using laptop and rotting . Nothing much to post le . Bored

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Xiaobinbin ,O.o you have my number ya , so anything you can also sms me . =D

`z|eN.rApHa3Lx , Thanks for the tag .

Cola , Thanks =D

Miranda , hehe cute ma =D <3

Shensan , Lols finally admit you are potato 3 ya =X

Sam , Thanks .

Gin , O.O you elgin ar?

Weiwei , thanks and alright . You too =D stay happy =D

Evinesh , -.- okay? .

A post to my beloved Sister , Miranda

A Post to my beloved Sister , Miranda .
Hope Miranda sister will be fine . Don't know what happen to her . Hais.. Hope she will be cheerful again ! Miranda lessie I will always be there for you anytime for you. 24/7 ! Remember this and This is also a promise to you ! I won't break your promise. Jiayous for you EOY cannot retain !! You retain I follow you . Love you . My shoulder will always be there for you to support you , my hug will always warm you up , my hand will always be for you to hold you up . Okay? You are my best sister ever and the most precious one in my heart . Sister forever <3

Hmm okay I need you guys help . I need you guys to vote which picture should I used for my blog photo as I don't have any idea x.x (1) , (2) , (3) . From Left to Right .

Hmm well today start of exam . English paper 1 and History. Really fucked up in the History paper. I don't know quite a lot of question !! D= ROAR!! oh well , don't bother =D After school , went straight home and bathe . Now posting . Sian rotting at home. Well tomorrow maths and literature paper. Well hope I could pass bah. Done posting le nothing much to post =X .

Hmm well , back to posting . This few days went out did not have time to post so ya now I'm staying t home so free to post . Thursday , after school went shopping with lessie and bugis. Brought lots of things . =D happy. Brought tops only no bottom and makeup . Here are some picture on thursday . Hmm Friday exam. After exam , went home bathe and changed and went to meet Miranda lessie and cab her to her stead house and went to find my stead and lan . Went his house and see him sleep . Night , went to lan as he working and ton there. Sat , pei-ed him and went home. At night did not ton . So now posting .Hmm I'm worried now. My sister and stead. Cause just now got went to meet him but still went home. I think too much le but now nothing le . The only thing now is my sister .. Haiyo I simply just cant change her mind thinking . I hope she can realized herself. I don't know what I still can do for her. She simply so sad . Why boy are like this ? Making their stead unhappy and sad for them . Simply hate it . ROAR .


Picture took in crystal jade =D HAHA CUTE !! I don't need any comment to all this picture so see if you want and keep your comment to yourselves if not just leave
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Lazy post . lols but still nothing to do so keep my blog update bah . hmm nothing much happened in school . Hmm I think I really getting weird ? .. I just tired and not cause of them . Not hyper bah and that crap like last time. So call cold war with stead afternoon . Maybe I think too much bah . Oh well nothing le . Tomorrow shall be a photo spam and a good day bah cause going shopping with lessie ! =D hahas gonna buy lots and lots of thing !! Shall post tomorrow bye =D

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Xuange , Lols cannot arh ! Don't need you to teach you this noob =X

LOVEME, -Momofong , Relinked =D .

Sam , I don't think so. -.-

Shen San , Lols mai kp !

zxc , -.- ?

Xiaobinbin , Why give me a sad face? D=

Fly , Hmm okay okay lor

PISSED OFF BY FAMILY MEMBERS -'-

Morning went school as normal . Dam crap today with Miranda lessie . Did not really study at all just chit chatting with Miranda and crap hahas ! After school , cab-ed to Toa payoh , In the cab was dam crap hahas . And we call each other potato . LOL She's Potato #2 , I #1 hahas . Went to eat crystal jade. Nice =D After that went to shop for things. Cab-ed her home and home sweet home to myself . Reached home , was told that my brother ate my cup noodle which I brought -.- He did not even ask me and he just took it . Dam pissed by him. Everytime , whatever I buy he will just take -.- Wtf. Eh are you poor ? -.- Played facebook game and quiz . Dinner did not eat so my father called and ask whether want to eat anot so I told him to buy. End up he brought all spicy food. Which I don't eat spicy food and he even know I don't . -.- Was dulan so did not eat anything . And was kena scolded by my mother when I did not did anything wrong but just don't want to eat. Fucker -.- What family member I have .

Hope you all will always be united as one family and always together . =D Happy birthday weiwei . See you all happy then I'm glad bah .

Hmm well early posting now as I going out later . Went school as normal . Morning in school , chatted with Miranda lessie about the memories in era as yesterday it was the last day bah .. Hmm Thinking of that I remember things..

First time knowing vance them was at era . That time I already know weiwei le.. Few days later at midnight , vans wanted to cab to lor 8 so I decided to cab him home . From that day , that cab , He become my didi . Slowly , we all are close le .. xab them too . Hmm still have on vance birthday , xiaoken birthday , xab birthday and so on.. Hmm then mine birthday was the last time I see them.. After my birthday everything changed .. drifted .. Hmm oh well .. Anyway Happy Early Birthday to you weiwei laopo . Hmm Still gans . Hope you will have fun in chalet.

Now end posting bah , shall not think too much le. Let it be the past . Still can live ma , still have my sister hahas Miranda ! YOU ARE MINE !! NOT THAT STINK FISH DE D=

Reply Tags .

Yuting , Hmm okay bah -D You?

Miranda , Yup I'm guai , You this chao ah beng .

sam , Lols I know . Quite alot people also say we look like sister/twins . She my very best friend / sister for almost 7years =D .

Ford, hahas . I won't change much de lahs =D Crapper ! (CRAB) HEHE

zxc , Hmm Tpy ? .

Went school as normal. After school , cab-ed Miranda home then myself . Reach home , bathe and start dota-ing . Learned from my brother . 4plus , cab-ed to baby house and collect my phone. Pei him awhile and I cab-ed to Dbg to meet my mother as I go collect my sim card . YAY Can sms le . Lols. Shopped around at plaza sing , brought mooncakes and ate Japanese food. Mother actually wanted to buy me clothes but I can't find one I like so never mind . But she gave me money =D . Lols . Reached home around 9. Played dota again with my brother and now posting . I think now I play dota bah , quite fun but keep tio killed lols. Oh well , I go sleep le. Tired . =X Yawnnnnn . Good night people. Sweet dreams =D .