2nd post of today . Now 11.18pm . I don't know what should I think of . I totally give up on every single things le . Maybe it's time bah . I really cant tahan anymore le .

~B , You , yourselves , slit and eat 10 panadols . I find it lame . I really stress le you still want to add on . I really don't know what you all are doing le . As a sister to you all , Have you all ever think for me ? Did you all really treat me as a sister ? I don't think so .. Seriously speaking . If you all treat me , you all won't do stupid things . ZZ Esp ~B . you . You think I don't care you ? I dao you cause I want you to wake up . You think whatever you doing I don't know a single thing ? Please , You also know , Whatever happened in era or whatever , I know it . I myself may not be there but my eyes and heart are there . So whatever you think I am now Whatever I'm doing now Up to you . I don't mind. I will simply fuck off .

Miranda lessie , I won't bother quarreling or talking to QL le .I leave it le . Since he had apologise to you , I find no point quarreling le . Then so be it bah . Lastlong with Javier . Hope you two are the sweetest couple . I won't do anything that make you hard to be a person le unless you ever called for me . Not saying that I totally fuck care you , Just that I do anything , this end up is just like making you hard to be a person then forget it , I don't do it anymore . I did not change but just stress . Don't worried about me , I'm okay . I'll still be the best sister for you . Won't leave you de but just leaving myself .

Since I've decided to do all this things , I really think I'm fuck care everything le . Tears falling down my eyes .. I'm really give up on you all and myself le . Sotplug / Esther Toh le . I don't huat anymore . Anythings that are told to me , I will just shut my ears . And keep my hands and mouth to myself. Okay? All happy le ? . Ya I think so . You all can leave me alone , I don't mind . To me , there's nothing le . Just wait and see . All I will do is just to use my eyes and watch , hand by my side and wait to see the result . I won't help nor anything . That what I'm going to do le bah . I'm dam freaking messy and stress . I hate it .