Hmm .. Same thing went to school . Eng , did test . After doing I slept . Recess . AES , did drama and played game . Was the last girl still at the game . Hahas pro me =x MT , did test . Art , drew and make a box . After school went to eat with Miranda lessie . Had a talk for very long . Eating also talk , outside her house also talk hahas . 5plus pm went home . Alone . So on com and start reading blogs . Zzz . And chatted on phone with weiwei as she was shag too after reading her blog , same goes to my vanvan didi . Zzz hais . And B . zz

Miranda ,Lessie you are perfect enough le . You are skinny so don't keep say yourselves fat . Nobody is perfect . All are God creation . He creates you thought his images . So don't say yourselves =D . And when we grow up , we will still be friend and we will make it as what we chat outside you house when we grow up =D . No matter what happen you still my sister and sister is not just a word but stand a place in my whole heart . I wont hate you de. Hope you everyday is a cheerful girl . =D <3 Sister forever and Love ya <3 .

Bi , It just a word and it make us quarrel . If it a sentence will we end up breaking up ? As you said sorry le so I let it rest . Hope next time we won't quarrel .. Love you <3 .

Weiwei ,Laopo no matter what I told you . Listen to the advise , It will make you life easy and happy . So don't stress cause of all this things . It not worth so cheer up . See you this Friday and Saturday =D .

Vanvan ,Didi what your mother said about you , It not true . You may not be good in somethings but you are still good at other things too . So don't look down on yourselves alright ? . Hope you and your mother turns better . =D

~B , You don't have to give me surprise and don't need your sorry . Whatever I do , there's a reason . Whether to join back HaruHaru also , I will think . So stop fooling youselves and do stupid things . Buck up . Want to listen to my advise or not go ahead . I won't force you anymore . Up to u , the choice is yours . Hope you are happy with all the things that you've done .


Hmm , somehow my mood turns abit good le bah , I think ? . There still problem but small . =D I'm alright okay =D .

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Miranda ; Lessie Nevermind .I'm Okay . And thanks . You too , Still have me . Love ya,Lastlong . =D <3 .

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Kenneth ; Thanks and you're?

Xiaofeng ; Oh okay , Thanks =D You too can ask from my brother . I'm alright =D.

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Today , bus to Miranda house and MRT to school . Reached school , Ms Pan And Mrs Teo did not come =D Kind of slacking day . HI , did test . Science , listen to song and chit chat . Recess . Maths , Do work . zz bored . Eng , Slept . MT , did work . Geo , Did test . After school , cab to tpy hub and ate lunch there with Miranda . Walked her home and went home myself . Reached home saw a dog . Eugene dog . Knn I like an ah hai keep stand there as the dog . They say won't bite but still .. scared . Lols. Bathe all this bus to tpy inter meet Bi . Went to amk and catch a movie . Watched Harry potter . Sibei boring . But keep disiao him hahas =D . After watching about 8plus went home . Reached home 9+ , bathe and cooked maggie mee and eat . Lols . Now posting .

Miranda ,Lessie Lastlong . Sorry for all the disiao . I don't think I'll make you again le ..

Bi , Thanks for everything that you've done for me . I'm sorry if I'm not a good stead . But I'll try . Happy 1 month <3 .

Hmm Today I'm not that hyper anymore . Seriously some sentence do really hurt me . But I just kept it . I don't want to care anymore . Whatever feeling I have , It's Nothing to me anymore. I think I giving up myself . I rather my life is short . But I don't know . I don't want anything . I don't even need sorry . Cause I totally fuck care le . I'm going to be cold-blooded . As I've enough of everything around me . So I'm going to face it , I'm Not suit to be any of you all sister . That it .. I try to make myself smile and happy infront of you all as I don't want any care .. That what I've became..

2nd post of today . Now 11.18pm . I don't know what should I think of . I totally give up on every single things le . Maybe it's time bah . I really cant tahan anymore le .

~B , You , yourselves , slit and eat 10 panadols . I find it lame . I really stress le you still want to add on . I really don't know what you all are doing le . As a sister to you all , Have you all ever think for me ? Did you all really treat me as a sister ? I don't think so .. Seriously speaking . If you all treat me , you all won't do stupid things . ZZ Esp ~B . you . You think I don't care you ? I dao you cause I want you to wake up . You think whatever you doing I don't know a single thing ? Please , You also know , Whatever happened in era or whatever , I know it . I myself may not be there but my eyes and heart are there . So whatever you think I am now Whatever I'm doing now Up to you . I don't mind. I will simply fuck off .

Miranda lessie , I won't bother quarreling or talking to QL le .I leave it le . Since he had apologise to you , I find no point quarreling le . Then so be it bah . Lastlong with Javier . Hope you two are the sweetest couple . I won't do anything that make you hard to be a person le unless you ever called for me . Not saying that I totally fuck care you , Just that I do anything , this end up is just like making you hard to be a person then forget it , I don't do it anymore . I did not change but just stress . Don't worried about me , I'm okay . I'll still be the best sister for you . Won't leave you de but just leaving myself .

Since I've decided to do all this things , I really think I'm fuck care everything le . Tears falling down my eyes .. I'm really give up on you all and myself le . Sotplug / Esther Toh le . I don't huat anymore . Anythings that are told to me , I will just shut my ears . And keep my hands and mouth to myself. Okay? All happy le ? . Ya I think so . You all can leave me alone , I don't mind . To me , there's nothing le . Just wait and see . All I will do is just to use my eyes and watch , hand by my side and wait to see the result . I won't help nor anything . That what I'm going to do le bah . I'm dam freaking messy and stress . I hate it .

Well , Morning , woke up at 7.55am . Went to bathe and Miranda come my house here =D. Cab-ed to school . Maths , Bored . Recess . Science , Ms pan did not come and I did some drawing and chatted with Miranda lessie . PE , Played floorball , Kind of tired le . MT , woke compo . After school , went to TPY hub and ate subway . Bus-ed and Send Miranda home . Cab home myself as was lazy to wait for bus x.x . Reached home , Bathe and now posting . Sian . My life sucks . Hate it . Was dam freaking fan . zz What happen this few days to me ..

And gratz to my Lessie,Miranda . She finally stead with him .Who she can't forget him .HAHAS . Lastlong alright =D . Anything happened , tell me . Hope you will get all your happiness from him as you had been waiting .

~B ,Brother whatever you said , I don't want to care anymore . I give up to everything okay . You want to prove ? Go ahead . Don't end up landing into suffer . Whatever it is . Don't have to say sorry to me .I'm not suit to be your sister anymore . That all . Forget about everything . Up to you . It your choice but not mine . If I were you , I will try to forget him and stay away from your plans .

QuanLong , Seriously , telling me all this when you did not know anything , I find it stupid . What have my sister done to you , to make you angry so much when they couple . I find no reason . If you care about your brother , Let him find his own happiness and not you to interrupt . By knowing the outside , Does not make you have the rights to say people . Know the inside and you will understand . Don't know anything , Simply shut you mouth . No point saying things when you did not have the rights facts . zzz . Kindly please find a good reason when you open you mouth and say people .

I think I've been stressing this few days . Problems here and there . There people saying my sister , Brother doing things which I hate it . All this . Am I really treating you all that bad? . Have I failed to be a person ? . I really don't understand . I'm messy . One sentence , Sister / Brother / Gans , You all are happy and I'm fine with things . That all I want from you all . Is that hard ? . Maybe? But up to you all to whether to be happy or not. I don't want to care some of you le . I've enough and I'm tired of it .

Tomorrow is our first month ..

Hmm.. Woke up around 10plus am and on com . Watch video and about 1plus pm went to bathe and meet Miranda lessie. Bus-ed there and cab to my father shop and take money . Was dying in the cab with Miranda . She dam hungry and I sit until want vomit and headache. After taking money went to eat at pizza hut . She pangseh me awhile to answer someone called Lols . Hahas . After eating went to era . Played audi and bullied by xiaoahboy. Vanvan didi , Eric them also at era =D . Played audi and slacked . Was dam pissed by B. But I bear awhile . At downstair slacked , got taiji . So they call us go up . Went up and played audi again . Miranda And Sashimi the stink fish Couple! =D Lastlong and congratz . After that went to coffee shop to pei Miranda go there with Sashimi them as they eating . Did not eat and drink . Was dam sio and pissed by someone . Can't he just stop saying people ? . zzz Half way , I went back era as I can't tahan but still must give face so went back . Was Sio B also . zz chatted with Xiaofeng , she was shag too . Sit at downstair . Miranda came back and they go . Slacked awhile more and cab home . Send Miranda home and home sweet home to me . Went home , bathe and now posting . Really no mood today . Sms-ing Miranda lessie now. I don't know why I've become like this . I'm dam stress .

Miranda ,Lessie lastlong with him and Jy. You will have chance de Okay ? . You did not fail to be a sister . You always to best sister to me . I'm just moodless alright ? . Not your fault =D . So don't think too much . I've my reason . Sorry . No matter what , I wont hate you and you're always my one and only sister I ever have.

~B,Brother I really nothing to say to you anymore . I think I not suit to be your sister anymore . Seriously , I wanted to cry out . I really dam stress with all this problem le . You all simply just tell me this and you all do that . I look like a gong dai gong cb . I really don't know what to do . Really want I fuck care everything then you're happy ?.

I've really enough of things le . As what you all told me , you all are doing it . I don't know what to do . I'm dam stress . I've been pissed off alot of time le ..I don't think I born out to tahan all this things . I really want cry out but I don't want . I really don't want care le . Since you all have done all this . Then forget it . I totally fuck care you all sua . I hate it . Seriously , I hate it . It like again . Things came again . Wtf? zzz I'm just 13 and I must care all this thing ? Am I that strong ? I look strong but I never show out my weakness . I don't want . Nevermind . I can stay strong . Ya Ya . So everything just come to me then . Whatever it is , I won't do anything anymore . I won't show any care le . I shall turn to the devil and cold-blooded person . That it . Up to you all to say or whatever . Go ahead . I don't mind .

Well , Yesterday somehow ton at era . After school , went home bathe and changed . Meet Miranda around 1plus pm and cab to ang mo kio , drop me and she went to era to fetch B . This are our plan . Fetch B and brought him to Kbox . I stay inside and wait for them . Try to light out the candle but can't x.x The lighter I tried very long also can't until my thumb are pain . Roars . Went they reached , cut the cake and on the cake we wrote this. ''B , remember you're always a gem to us .'' And Ya , you really are . Sing song , played around , ate cake and really very high and hyper Lols hahas. 7pm , cab to Bugis and walk around as Miranda sister was looking for Bag . Went to Bugis street saw xiang ahgong , xred ex cpl and xiaosoul if I not wrong . So xiang and xred ex cpl follow along with us . Half way , Miranda father is coming to find them so we all must go . So waited for the bus to era . Dam freaking long . Reached era , saw quite alot peoples . Slacked with vanvan didi , xiaoboi , weiwei , B them . Actually was shag cause I going to have no more money as the money is to take cab home . So wanted to go home before midnight charge but end up ton . Pei B all along . Slept awhile . And Sashimi , QL and waffle came . B told them something and QL told me this sentence which make me really dam sio. Seriously , you don't even know anything except Sashimi is your brother and you tends to put word in people mouth . zz I hate it when people say my friend and some more she my sister . ZZ Around 7plus am , cab home .

Sat , Reached home , slept until 3-4plus pm Lols . Woke up , bathe and on com . Watching videos all this . Bored and rot at home . Chat with Miranda lessie too . Hmm that all bah .

Miranda ,Lessie you will stand a chance de bah . Don't worried about what other people said , Just matter of yourselves Alright? . He want say let him . He just don't make me shoot him back only . So cheer up Jy ! .

~B ,Brother hope you have fun and forget him bah . Listen to our advise . Try and forget him even if you need alot time . But it does not matter . As long as you try and forget him you will have happiness . Liking him is making yourselves to suffer . End up your suffer won't paid off de . So give up ok? . Let him be . Let him suffer in the end . He will get it de . And let him see the true side of her . Okay? . Don't worried so much Cheer up . Life can be happy and Shall not be sad .

Pootpoot , glad that you are happy le . Smile more . ~

Weiwei ,Laopo anything just say out don't have to keep it to yourselves . Whatever you want say it . Don't borther about her feeling when she's not a good person .

Vanvan ,Didi hope you won't be stress anymore alright ? Anything can come and find me de . I will be there . So take care . Hope you really think about it .

QL , if you happened to be not happy after see this post and the tag in your blog , then say it to me . I welcome you .

Things getting lesser but there still problems here and there . Relationship problem . Hais why can't things make it more easy and not tough . Must we really go though this process ?. I don't like it to see all my friends going though this . Hope you all can stand strong and smile . Relationship problem must not be in your life . When you need to give up , give up . When there's a chance , go for it . And make the mind set . Hope nothing bad will happened . Dam worried for you all . hais ...

Morning went school alone . Mrt-ed there . First lesson , HE , cooked otah . But did not eat . Cause it spicy Lols. HI , did not have test postpon to next week yay =D ! Recess . Maths , did quiz . English , did test . CME , slacked . After school went home and bathe . Went to meet Bi , he come toa payoh then go ang mo kio. Slacked and walk around . He bully me . Notti ! . 6+pm he went for tuition and I went to meet vans didi . As he wanted to cut his hair . He cut bang Lols . Look like gong dai . HAHASS . After pei him eat , went home . Now posting . Sian , hope Miranda will recover .

Miranda ,Lessie take good care of yourselves hor ! Need anything sms me or call me =D .

Felicia ,Pootpoot don't cry le , cheer up . Hope everything will be fine .

Vans ,Didi think properly .

Things are doing fine . Hope those who sick recover and those who in relationship problem will solve .~

Same thing. Bus-ed to Miranda house and Mrt-ed to school Was a raining day . And what solar shit things. What the moon covers the Sun . Wow lols . zz . Eng , did test and after test is slack . Everyone except some , went to see the solar thing . Recess , ate . Went for AES . Drama . Only left me and Victoria the rest sick. So wrote and edit the script . MT , write compo and went home at 12.40pm as there is O level exam . wee-D After school , Miranda come my house and played , talked and bully my kor . He dam bastard .Lols . Called pizza and eat . Slacked and talks awhile and send her home . Bus home and went to bathe . After bathing went to audition and msn now . Tag hearts all day long lols bo bian x.x . Nevermind =D Done my posting . ~

Miranda ,Lessie you will find the one who love you and you love de , don't think so much about it . Single still have me okay? . Smile =D

~B,brother don't care le , give up . You can de if you try . Slowly alright? Whatever they do , whatever they say , let them . One day , they sure will things happen on them and see how they suffer in the end .

Lesser things happened le . More to be solve . Left some relationship problems . Hope all are fine and take good care of yourselves all ! <3 .

Morning , woke up , bathe all this and bus-ed to Miranda house . Mrt-ed to school . Reached school dam tired . HI , Mr pilo not in school so not test . slacked . Science , bored . Recess . Maths , bored and do work . Eng , watch the tape again and do work . MT last lesson , do work . After school , cab-ed to Miranda house nearby and ate . Finished eating went to her house and help her with com things . At her house , she was dam crap . Lols she keep think of stupid ideas and things . Planned somethings for someone . Went to book things and a shop . After that we brought cake and brought home eat . Bus-ed home . Reached home , nua awhile then went to bathe and msn with Miranda . Audi-ed . Alot things happened again . Hais I don't know what to do le . All I can do / help , I tried my best le . The result shall wait bah . Relationship prob . Just cause of tag heart we can quarrel but now okay le . Quite lame . zzzz .Hope everything will be fine and other people relationship will last too and no fights .

~B ,brother I heard about it le . Don't worreid . I've talked to him le I tried my best le . Now only wait bah . As whatever things happen and no matter what I'm there for you and you still have me . I won't leave you de . Anything can contact me . I will be there always , I try . Hope everything will be fine and nothing going to happen alright ? . Hais .

Others also don't worried , you all also helped le . So no matter what happen , don't cry but just smile . Okay? .

Vanvan ,didi don't be so stress up . I know you are stress but try not to . Things that don't related to you , fuck care . Others ask for help try not to help . You've already helped alot le so don't add on . Okay? . Jie is here and stronger then you so leave it to me .

Hais , why can't things just go the way we all wanted. Why can't things just brought people happiness than saddnes ? . Why do we need to let the person to leave ? Why can't he just stay and everything is fine .. I know people have their own reason . So .. Forget it .. Can't help much .. Just hope and pray that nothing will happened then . And things wil be fine for all .. No worry's please ..

Today , went school alone . First lesson was Maths , bored . Take back test paper le just passed . Went for recess and came back classroom and sleep . Saw my didi de sms was kind of worried . Science lesson , bored and do work. PE , play stupid game that need to be blind fold . zz I was kena ! Roar ! Look like retarded . Last lesson MT , do work . After school , cab home and brought maggie mee to eat .Re-dl my audition and msn with Miranda . Done dl-ing and one lap play audi another msn . 7+plus cab over to find Miranda and chat and found out some things . hais .. Seriously don't know what to say .. I was trying to find some things to make her laugh . 9+plus , went home . Now posting . Sian . My didi them no prob le . Hope B really thinks well .

Miranda ,Lessie you will find a better one . Sorry that if I hai you kan by your mother .. and don't know what to say .. Hais

~B ,Brother you did stupid things again . Since you are back with them then next time I cant do anything le .. I'm Sorry . Anythings still can find me and talk . I try help . No matter what you still my brother . Don't do stupid things anymore . If not you only make people to worried . Okay? There alot things happening le so hope you wont have any trouble .

Hope everything will be fine and I just want everyone to be happy .. No more le .. My only wish is everyone are fine and happy . No matter what , gans , sisters and brother , I'm here for you all . Don't leave me too . And stay happy .

Woke up , on com and start playing . Aroun 12+pm , Miranda sms me and say she can come out and asked me want go era anot so long time never see her miss her so decided to went down . Actually meeting her go but she need do things so I went to my father shop took money and continue my cab to era . Slacked and played audi . Mirana reached , start playing dragonica and B wanted to talk to me so I lend him my ears . Heard and sms-ed weiwei and say want to talk to her . So went down talked to quinn and weiwei , after that Eric called and ask us to go up . So went up , they all have a talk . After talking nua awhile and went to eat chicken rice with Miranda and B . Finished eating went back to era and saw Bi . He pass me a Domokun =D thanks . Went to played audi and wedding . After wedding , bus-ed home with Miranda , Guowei and Bi . A long trip. Slept and went reached woke up . Guowei send Miranda home so me and Bi went to wait for bus . He keep disiao me !! Reached my stop , he alight and cab home . Now posting . Going tag heart le bye ~ .

Miranda ,Lessie Hope you have fun today and rest well =D <3 .

~B ,Brother you had say out everything le , so don't worried . And sorry to pangseh you alone . I know you will be dam bored and lonely as there not anyone there close to you le .. Worried for you . You must take care yourselves and I will try to go era mostly and pei you . Anything can call / sms me . Take care!

Hope everythings just went off . Don't want my brother / sister have problem.. All must take care alright ? .. Cheer up all ..

Yesterday went out ton at era due to celebrate Eric birthday =D . Alot things happen but don't want to say out . Went to bedok meet weiwei and quinn while yongjie , milkteh and B followed and went to buy cake . Brought cake and went to shop for Eric present . Brought him a cap as I keep see he snatch others people cap and wear so I decided to let him have his own cap . =D . After buying all things , cab-ed back to era and put the cake in 7-11 as we want give him a surprise . So slacked at era. 9plus kena screened by police. Played audi and slacked downstair . Something happen and everythings end . I sat down , I tried to on my phone as there were no batt but end up can on so saw Miranda msg .. I cried. I'm not there for here .. Cheeho anwei me , vanvan and kido too . Thnks =D..After while went to eat at prata shop . But end up tabao as weiwei friends have taiji so vanvan and xiaoahboi and Eric went while i stay at era with quinn them . Played audi and waited them to be back . Went they were back , decided to go and cut cake . It was like 3plus in the morning . After all the smashing cakes , which I did not kena =D I went to sleep . About 5plus , Eric , Yirong and Elysia woke me up , and ask me go ecp , I was tired and kena pull go . So 2 cab and went there . There were 10people going . Reached , went to catch soft toy there , sat on the bench there . And went to mac. After that something happen. Around 8+ , went back to era , walked a long way back to era . Half way , weiwei and quinn tired so they cab home . Walked back with Xiaoahboi , Eric , Hanwei , Yirong and Elysia . Reached era . All toh le . Lols sat down and awhile cab home . Reach home , bathe and went to sleep . Woke up around 4plus and sms-ed Bi and Miranda and chatted on phone with her as she was bored . After chatting ate my dinner and msn Miranda . She messy now .. hais I felt so useless .. Dk what to say to myself le .. Hais.

Miranda , cheer up sister , you are the best too . Don't have to thanks me for anything , all I want , is you to be happy and smile everyday .. Thanks for being my 7yr sister and I have also treat you as my real sister too . When I have no mood , thanks for being there for me . Sister forever and no quarrels <3 .

To the guy who got caught , Hope you are fine and tc . Although I don't even know you but still , treated you as friend =D .

Bi ,Sorry did not meet you as I'm tired and I don't quite hang out with them ..

Hais , I felt useless yesterday . I've promised her that I'm there for her 24hrs but my phone just no batt and I cant comfort her . What am I ? .. Thought promised are meant to do and not break ? I'm sorry .. I cried but what the point I cry ? I still can't make her cheer up .. zxc Hope everything will be back to normal .. No More things happen please.. I just simply hate it..

Woke up , bathe all this and cab to Blk 91 . Did not late for school . Was kind of bored in class . HE , cooked pasta . HI , copy notes and went for recess . Maths , do test , Eng , watch stupid show but end up I'm sleeping and CME , goff came in and check whole class attire . zzz heng bo tio . Then she found out she go wrong class. Fking suay lols . After school cab to tpy and eat . After eating cab Miranda home and went home . Meeted Bi and walk ard city hall . Around 7+ , he send me home and he bus home himself . Went home , bathe and now posting . Sms-ing with Miranda . She having problem and she sad and shag.. hais don't know what to do .. But nevermind still trying my best . All sick de , tc youselves . ! HAIS Shag . I really don't know what can I do to make things away . dam useless me . zxc nbm .

Miranda , tc youselves alright ? Don't think so much le lahs.. I'm always here for you okay ? cheer up !

I don't know what could I do to make things right for you all . Felt useless . zxc Why can't I do it ? Hope everything will be fine .. Please . . I don't want to see people shag or sad .. Hope all get well too ..

Overslept today , zz so Miranda come to my house and went to cab to school . Reached school , keep crap and make Miranda laugh =D . Was boring today . Kena caught by goff again . zzz wtf . After school , went to eat yoshinoya . After eating went to shop around and bus-ed to Miranda house there. Brought sweet and kinderJoy again =D hahas . Went to Miranda house outside slack awhile and she went in . Bus-ed home and on com . Sian . Went to audi , and talk things . Night Miranda sms me . Chatting on phone with Bi now . Pissed me off again . If you don't want to let me know then forget it . Since the things have already past . So I fuck care . zzz -.- .

Miranda , don't think so much okay ? . It will be fine , don;t worried so much . I'm here for you anything just say I will help you de . And it not your fault okay ? Don't blame yourselves . I don't like that you should know . So cheer up! =D . See you tomorrow . =D

B , what happen to you ? . Tell me , I just want to know and not hide things away from me . I won't eat you up de . If it your fault , it okay . But I just want know what happening to my brother's and sister's .

Bi, I have no mood that why I said all those things . I don't mean anything . Just pissed off .

I don't want to be pissed off again . zxc And I want all happy and not always problem here and there .. Cheer up all and don't think too much . I'll always be there for you all . Take cares .

Morning , went school . Was quite bored today but quite crap =D . HI , copy down notes , Sci , went to lab and back to class , Recess ate with Miranda and Sherlene . Maths , go thought worksheets and so call chatting with Miranda on paper .. Eng , Mrs Loh went to photo taking so was slacking . Miranda went to chat with other people so I was bored and starting drawing on paper . Comic about Miranda hahas . Then she start drawing too . Then MT , teacher noisy . zz bored . After school , went to Miranda house there to eat . After eating , went to buy sweet and brought my KinderJoy ! =D Lols Got toy ! Hahas . Went Miranda house outside slack . Crap her all the way . Hahas Then start playing with the toy . Awhile , my brother called and say B at the bradell Mac there and asked me go , so called my didi and he say he at there too . After vanvan krup Eric kor called me and ask me go find them . So told Miranda and she went in . Walking toward there , saw quinn , weiwei and B at the bradell Mrt there near the bus-stop there siting . So went to find them and they said they all at other place and asked me don't go yet . After awhile they came and took bus to interchange . Pei them dao interchange and wait for their 155 and I went to take 235 home . Went home bathe and start on com. Downloads song all this . Lazy play dragonica as no on online . So kind of boring . Dinner with my mother . Went home com again . And chat with Bi .

I simply can't forget ..

Miranda , Lessie don't worried and I'm sorry too .

Morning , woke up at 7.40 am . Went to prepare and waited Miranda to come but she still not done so i decided to cab to her house but there's no cab . So talked on phone with Miranda while we both waiting for a cab . End up we were late for school . zz Went back to class and lesson start . Had Maths quiz on Maths lesson and photo taking . After photo taking went to recess . Went back to class and went for science . Science , went to science lab and did experiment . PE , played with all those old times game . And last lesson , MT . Teacher went to O lvl oral so relief teacher came =D did my work on paper as my book is express de zzz . After school , went to find Sherlene and talked awhile. She cant go out so cab-ed Miranda home and myself. Went home bathe and went out to find Miranda . Cab-ed to my house to take my hoodie and went to plaza sing . Kido brought his basketball and me and Miranda brought sushi . Ate mos buger . Mrt-ed to sengkang to find vanvan didi and waited for xiaobai and went to basketball court . See them play and was kind of bored so went to disiao Miranda . hahas we were running about like kid . She cant catch me even I'm that close to her =D hahas! Followed her action Lols was dam funny . Were laughing and sweating T.T . about 9+pm cab-ed Miranda home and myself home . Went home ate maggie mee . Played dragonica as bi is playing too . But I just leave it there as I was posting now . Saw his blog . As we yesterday quarrel . Nevermind . It past anyway so don't think about it le . Hmm Have fun today . =D .

Miranda , Lessie sorry to make you as I just want to see u laughing all this =D So i tried to use ways to make you =D . Hope you won't be angry x.x .

Cough Die Me zzz .

3days never post le so I'm back to post =D .
Friday ; Went school . Miranda and guowei brought me present =D Thnks ! After school went to J8 and i brought Miranda the same care bear as me but her's is pink mine blue =D cute ! Then after eating send her home and home myself . Went to sym chalet . And lots of problems . Someone kena beat , people there shag . zxc . Went home was tired so went to sleep and did not post . Thnks Elysia for your cares =D .

Saturday , Meet Miranda around 12+pm ,Went to watch transformer and ate at sumo house.Cab-ed to era and slacked awhile. Was kind of bored so decided to bring Miranda to sym chalet as alot peoples was going too . So went there , same thing got taiji and still rain . Was wet and cold . Miranda did not tell me t.t how bad is she ! About 9+pm cab-ed her home then I was on the highway suddenly vanvan didi called me and wanted me to fetch him so U-Turn back to Tpy lor 8 and went to chalet . Was dam bored and shag . Kena pangseh by alot people . So I cab-ed home. Thnks weiwei for pei-ing me to wait for cab-ed .

Today (Sunday) , Meet Miranda at 2pm and played with her little sister awhile as she was preparing . Cab-ed to era and slack . Was dam bored . Played audi awhile and guowei came . Was bored playing audi and saw alot people playing dragonica , so me and Miranda decided to play . I played early then her so helped her to sign up . Played awhile Miranda was bored so called us and said want go eat so we went. Did not eat as she just want come out walkwalk . So went back era , slacked downstair . B was shag all this . Don't know what he doing . So waited Ben dam long so decided to cab to Miranda house and send her home. Played with her little sister and Miranda , Guowei and Derrick send me to bus stop and pei me wait for bus and bus-ed home . Thnks =D . I'm sick again . Did not want to show out as don't want Miranda to worried . Whole day just ate half of a cup noodle . Talked with Bi on msn . Solve things out . As I dao-ed him whole day as I did not know that he sms me and I was tired. But nothing le . Miranda hope you are quite happy today . He love you lots de and I know you too . So lastlong =D . <3 Thnks Miranda and others for your cares =D . And Take care!

Same thing happen every morning . Reached school , see goff and she give us detention . zz . Went back to class and first lesson is HE , learn to steam a kueh which is not nice . lols . After school , went to see goff . She's busy so she decided to give us detention next week . So cab-ed to TPY and have lunch . Bus-ed Home with Miranda . She meeting her stead . Sorry to pangseh you anw .. T.T But she meeting me later after she brought her thing but she did not as it was late and I think she is tired . Rot at home whole day . Audi here and there , see blog , play facebook game , dragonica and msn . Ate one piece of porkchop then don't want le . So came and post . No more shag and moodless le . swee .

Miranda lessie ;
Sorry about today to pangseh you and lastlong ! Don't anyhow spend your money hor ! '

Bi ;
Love you ok ? Sorry did not meet you .

Morning , woke up at 6.15am as Miranda bus to my house =D . Cab-ed to school . We was very early . Sit in class . Morning after taking temperature , someone sms me so took out phone and read , wanted to reply , principal walk pass my class saw me using phone and scolded me . But he did not took my phone away . Lesson all boring . Miranda phone got confiscated by Ms pan so she called her grandma to collect for her . Was sleeping almost the whole day in the school . Boring. Got caught by goff and tomorrow suspension. Shag . After school went to eat lunch with Miranda at Tpy , so cab-ed there . Shop around and see she was not feeling well so cab-ed her home first then myself . Tc Lessie <3 . Went home on9 msn , talked to weiwei . Talk all things out and I was dam shag . Try to stay happy so went in audi , send kiss with bi . Got 5 hart le =D can married but my laptop will dc de zxc . So slacked awhile in audi and went to earn dens. After earning , brother use my lap don't know why . zzz. Went to look at blog and chatted on phone with Lessie just now as she dam pissed and shag . Chill and cheer up smile ! Don't care them . Shag too . But try to make my lessie smile . I don't want to care anything anymore . Seriously tired . It like never end . Lessie , don't have to say sorry to me , you not feeling well go rest and eat your medicine . Alright ? Tc =D

Days to me does not matter anymore . Day by day will just pass . I want to be happy but not moodless . Hate it . This is not what I want . End it please .

Yeterday did not post so today I shall post it back .
Moday , decided to go for a swim with Miranda lessie . So decided to go SengKang so cab-ed there . Reached , saw it was closed due to washing pool so continue the cab to Jurong . Jurong , from 9 of April , Monday is closed so alright and went to eat our lunch . After eating , cab-ed to Tpy , but it closed due to Youth thing so cab to YioChuKang . Finally , it opened ! =D . We were so happy ! So went to swim until 6plus pm and went to bathe . After bathing buy bread and mrt-ed to bradell and ate our dinner . Chatted until 9 and went to find her mother awhile and went to her house awhile . Bus-ed home . Today , spend $50Plus on cab . Shag .

Today , I overslept x.x So Miranda lessie decided to bus come my house . Sorry to let you wait .. Cab-ed to school . Whole day slacking and sms-ing someone cause I'm trying to push a hand to this couple . =D MT the most I hate . Did not bring the textbook and was called to copy the text . Fucking long so decided copy little bit and lazy to copy le . And on the last lesson , Both of them stead !!!!! Weee !Today in school is the most high de Lols i keep screem and laugh =D Was in a super good mood and hope no one spoil my mood=D After school , cab-ed to tpy central and ate lunch and went to buy things . After buying , walked to Miranda house . Slacked at staircase and went in to play with her little sister . Bus-ed home . Bathe and on Com . Around 7 , Miranda lessie called me and say she was at my house there bus-stop and ask me come down , so went and saw both of them hahas . Slacked until 9plus and bus-ed home . Went home , online audi as Bi asked me too . So went in , told fam member that i was in a good mood and not to spoil . End up all spoil . ZZZ I cried .

To -HaruHaru- Members ,
I cried cause I care for you all alot end up all I get was a mood spoil . I'm pissed . Firstly , was you (xiaoken) Just cause of a slot , you also want come find trouble . Lame ? Since you want I give you . As we taking FAM SS . I'm angry so I leave the room . But I came back as my didi , pootpoot and my teammy asked me to . Went in , all the slot was filled . All left at the obs . One thing might as well I don't take ? So I don't want to take anymore . One by one leave the room zzz . B , asked you to go take is cause of my vanvan didi . I see him keep blame himself that why i want you to go in take as well . You don't have to caps lock me . I hate it . You should know . I asked nicely . zzz So nevermind , from now I fuck care you alright , your things , you sad all this I simply fuck care . Serious . Weiwei , laopo , I don't want to make more and more people to shag so i decided to leave the fam and don't wanna tell you anything . I'm Sorry .Vanvan Didi , it not you fault , My mood just spoiled by others. Don't blame yourselves as you know I don't like it okay ? .. I've made the fam blog , and I wanted you all de ss but end up the next day all not online . I did say but no one seems to care so nevermind . I kpo okay ? . I fuck care it okay ? I'm Pissed by you all . This fam . When I've made myself clear , no one seems to understand . It's okay . I leave this fam . I will never forget this . Didi , I will still be there for you anytime , anywhere de . This the promised I've made . I'm not going to break the promise de as you are the only one in the fam that understand me well .

Bi , I'm sorry for being so dao today . You sick so go rest okay ? . I not quite have mood today ..

Cant I have it ? .. Just a day .. A good mood day where no one gonna spoiled it ..

Just woke up to read a blog and after reading I really want to post .. I don't really think I'm good after all . As a sister to you , I cant make things for you turns happy , I cant cheer you up , I don't understand you well enough so what am I now.. I cant do anything for you ..I speak without actions . I said alot things for you when you are down but sometimes I really did not do it .. I said before I'm your fairy godmother but I cant make things came true . When you are down , I don't know and the only thing I can know is read your blog .. And I'm not there for you when you down .. But I promise I will be there for you ..I break the promise to you.. Sister , I'm really sorry to you and I'm the worst sister ever . I wrote all this not to add up problems to you but just wanting to say out .. Hope this world will turns better for your life . You can rant things to me too , or write in the sister private blog . I'm always reading it and my ears are always listening to your voice ..

2nd post .(Posted On Monday)
After blogging , went to bathe and get ready to go xixi and mika birthday at wcp bbq . Meeted bob , junwei and bi . Cab-ed to celmeti to meet the rest . On the way to bus stop , we quarrel . But when reaching wcp , we are ok le . Walked to bbq pit and the weather is bad . Kept raining . Stop awhile rain again . I was wet and cold. zzz . Cab-ed home and fall aslp . Sms-ed Miranda lessie .. Hope she will be the cheerful Miranda again .

Today , The actual day of my didi ; Vanvan Birthday . =D Happy 18th Birthday ! Hope all your wishes may came true . Yesterday , went school , hate MT Teacher . I'm saying the facts and she scolded me and called me stand outside . Lame ? . After school , went home , bathe and cab-ed to Miranda house to fetch her and go my father shop to take money and to Bugis . Went Bugis ate pastamania . After eating , actually wanted to buy clothes for him but saw cakes . So decided to open cake for him as I said i will open something =D . Brought cakes with Miranda . It big ! We went to walk around before taking the cake . About the time , we went to take the cake and cab-ed to DG . As we are suppose to meet them . Went there saw many people . Slacked there and took bus 190 to bukit panjang .It was long . Reached , some people went to Yirong house to take things at the others went to the bbq pit . Chatted there , and around 7-8+ something happen . And my didi kept blaming himself . Didi , it not your fault . This your birthday , you must be happy ok ? . 8 , they bbq . I did help ok and i make myself dam smelly . Around 11 , bus-ed to DG then to era . Quite long but on the way , there were disiao-ing . =D Reached , all slacked downstair . Around 2+ , Miranda has to go as something happen .. She dam pissed off and I don't know how to anwei her .. Wtf am I sia ? Useless me . When Miranda went home , I slacked with vanvan them and I was kena kicked by xiaoahboy zz . After awhile they went to cut cake . There were 2 . One small and one big . The small one , they take and bash Ahboy .. And everyone started to play with the cake . I did not tio dao . End up cleaning it . All was drity expect me and some other people . Went down brought 4box of tissue for them and used to wipe the place where there is the cake . Some went to bathe .After all bathe we took group picture. Eric cutted the cake for all. Then he need plates and fork , so i went down 7-11 buy again . Went up passed to him and quinn asked me to help them buy shampoo . So I had to went down again and buy . I did not eat the cake as i was shag and going toh . Some tell me that the cake all the fruit are sour .. Sorry . I did not know .. After they eating , cleaned the table and I sit there see they played audi awhile and lie on the table as I was dam tired le as I did help alot of things . Hand was pain but nevermind as it was my didi birthday . 6+am , i went home as i was dam tired , shag . Cab-ed back home , and I was dam cold zz . Went home slept until this afternoon 2pm . And I'm now posting . Picture that was took in era was at vanvan blog so can take a look at his blog .

Felt that I'm useless . My own best sister / lessie was dam pissed and I don't even know how to talk to her . My didi birthday , i even brought a sour cake for him . Sorry all .. I did not know. And Sorry to my lessie .. I scared that i say wrong things and did not want to make you more pissed .. I'm Sorry all.. Shag ..

Bi , sorry to be so dao to you as I'm dam shag .. Audi keep dc . zz I'm Sorry ..

Today , woke up at 5.45an same and cab-ed to blk 91 and cab-ed to school . When school , bored .Art , science , maths , li , cme and exp . Bored . After school , cab-ed to amk and eat sumo house . After eating went to shop around and brought a clothes =D twin with Miranda . Brought le , then cab-ed her home as she meeting someone and I also =D . Reached home , audi-ed awhile and went to bathe . Went to meet him and slacked again . 7 pm , went home as he have something on . So Mrt-ed home and ate my dinner . Eugene came to my house and show me this video call Mr vampire 2 . Lols . It's a ghost show and also funny . Chatted on phone with Miranda lessie awhile as she told me things LOL =D Hahas ! . About 10plus Eugene went , and my turn to post . So now I'm posting and chatting on phone with Bi =D Lols . Miranda <3 Iloveyou ! Lols don't jealous =D .

Same thing . Woke Up at 5.45am . Bathe and prepare to go school . Cab-ed to blk 91 for Miranda and cab-ed to school . Reached school , went to classroom . Did not caught by goff today =D Have ICT , EL , AES , EM , HI lesson today . Aes ; Have drama but the trainers did not come so watched video until the lesson end . HI ; slacked . Was pissed by 2 guys . Talk nicely to them don't want . End up make everyone pissed. So , don't come and blame me . It not my fault after all . After school , went to Tpy and eat YaKun Toast =D . And went to buy clothes for friday bbq =D . Twin with Miranda lessie <3 . After buying , went to bus there . There was this girl , dam fking rude . Just only see her , and she said , Kua lan . Wanted to scold back but end up choose to ignore . zzz . Bus-ed to Miranda house there , send her home and home myself . Actually meeting stead but end up he needs to pei his mother as he only see her once a week . So audi-ed . Audi , couple him and it took a long time to couple . Was quite pekcek as it was lag zzz . During audi , fam had fam battle and end up lose 2 rounds to Sym . They was quite sio as antidote betray us . But winning or losing , Does it really matters? All my fualt ok ? I agree to have fam battle . So that it , all stop quarreling . I'm pissed off . I'm just not going to say anything anymore . Ok ?. Up to you all to decide . I will just kept quiet . Did not do my homework lazy . Chatting on phone now with Bi . =D And Miranda can ton on this friday ! =D yay .Hope she will find her true love soon !!!!!!!!!!God Please Bless her !!