Woke up , same thing woke up at 5.45 am , bathe and tie hair . Bus-ed to Miranda house and she overslept . So waited at her house outside . Waited for about 15-20 mins . She's done . So went to buy donut and eat . Cab-ed to school and saw goff again . But she did not scold us . =D So went to classroom and settle down . Saw alot people chionging their homework Lols Was Shocked ! Me and Miranda never do =X lols . First lessonT Geo , bored . zzz . Science , boring . Wanted to sleep but keep kana called . zzz History , Me and Miranda slept . Finally its the time for us . Woke up , heard Shensan and Terrance both keep saying me and Miranda pubor . zzz Pekcek and scolded them . We slept but we also did our work =D Smart us . haha . Recess . After recess , MT .Bored , write compo and kan the teacher . Cause she did not get the facts rights and she scolded me . English , bored , wrote compo and hear teacher say story . zzz Maths , E-learning not all have done , but end up went home and chiong . After school , J8 and went home . Went home , on com , played awhile and chiong homework liao . So guai =D Chiong until 10 and i was done ! Woot . Finally . Hand pain . zzz Now posting and going audi soon with Miranda . =D Tired.
And Once again . There bitches around . Firstly , want say kaka lai say infront of us . Second , Don't need write on paper de . Or pass msg . Thirtly , Don't keep diao us la hor . Don't think we don't know . zzz Want diao kaka lai only . Not happy , call Me . 24hr On de . Waiting for you . HumJiGao .

Morning woke up at 7.20am as meeting Miranda at 8.15am . When to buy bread and eat and Mrt-ed to school . It boring !!!!! Step in school , first thing kena caught by goff . Walk to class , saw bitches . Me and Miranda no where to sit , in the end sit beside Terrance and ShenSan . zzz . suay . Today no MT lesson Woot Lol Then PE . See goff again . Kena Caught again . And me and Miranda did not change our group and you keep say i change . So I'm sio , and I kan her . zzz . She say after recess go and find her at the PE office , so after eating , me and Miranda went to find her first . She did not school us but talk to us nicely and have some laughter but when hongling them came , she turn her mood . =O . When me and Miranda coughing and running nose , goff brought us to the G.O. outside and gave us a mask . Told us to wear it zxczxzczc . We look werid . And was like ''The Joker Of The Class'' . Everyone was like looking . English lesson was rather boring . Keep compo compo compo . -'- All along we were busy doing the maths e-learning . But haven copy finished . zzz Science , Miranda sleeping. When I was going to sleep , Ms pan called Miranda to wake up . So I cant sleep T.T . After school , went to Tpy and slacked with Miranda and Sherlene . Went home and prepare to meet my stead . Waited for him for 1hour . ZZZ I was pissed off . When he reached , i dao him but forgiven him . Slacked around and cab-ed home . Actually my leg was pain zz but did not tell him .So pei him walked around . Now posting =D . And meeting Miranda tomorrow to go school together . Leg pain zz . Homework lazy do ! Sian sian sian ! SCHOOL SUCKS . And Miranda lessie , Im ok with anything you want to do , If you are happy with it Then I'm fine with it . Cause I only want you to be happy ! I don't want you alone . Okay ? Hope you find a stead soon ! <3 Love die you =D

I love you ; 我爱你 ; je t'aime ; te quiero ; ti amo ; 私は愛する ; 사랑해요

Woke up around 10.20am , and went to bathe at rot at home awhile . Miranda called and going to meet her when she is done . Cab-ed to her house and to my father shop to take money and to era . Went to eat kfc 1st then went to era . Less people . Only 5-6 people . Sian . Audi and Miranda have improve ! =D great while I become cmi zzz t.t . Went to downstair to wait for Miranda sister to come and slacked with ahboi . Reached , went to era played audi again . Guowei came and we were like gang bang him . After awhile cab-ed home . And I've patched back with him . =D Miranda quick find a stead !!!!!! HOPE U WILL FOUND IT SOON <333333333 Sms-ing with Miranda just down . And now posting . Nth much le and school reopen tomorrow T.T Sadded meeting Miranda to go school tomorrow see ya ! =D

Woke up around 12plus as miranda called me . Chatted awhile and I went to bathe and prepare to meet miranda . Cab-ed to blk 91 as she at a nanny house . So went up and saw her with her mother and little sister . Went down , went to her house , and she took her jacket and we went off to TPY to eat . Ate Sakae . Finished eating , went to buy milktea and cab-ed to era . Reached era , saw xuanna , kaori and skyheaven . Slacked downstair awhile , and went up . Slacked whole day and played audi awhile with antidote . Around 5+ pm , miranda went to amk as she catching movie with her sister and friends . Did not followed as i waiting for my vanvan didi . Cab-ed to ming house as he ask me pei him go tang tock seng but end up he want go home so went there and went to lor 8 to fetch my didi and cab-ed back to era . Slacked around and went up . Went to 7-11 to buy lollipop and gave pootpoot one as today she celebrates her bday . Happy Brithday Pootpoot =D . LastLong with vanvan <3 . After that slacked around and see eric and kele play couple event . Went to prata shop as they were hungry , went there with xiaoboi , vanvan , quinn , weiwei , B , botak , emodan , antidote , simin . Waited for andre to came as sharing cab with him . When he reached , slacked awhile and cab-ed . Cab-ed him home first then myself . Disiao-ed Him =D . Went home , bathe and posting now =D . Nth much to post le . Night =D

Morning , Woke Up , Bathe . Played audi awhile and went to cook for miranda later . After cooking , played back audi while waiting miranda . She was dam long . When to reach , used my laptop awhile and went to eat . It became hard zzz Cus put too long Lols with the sauce x.x . So throw away and called for pastamania =D . While waiting for the pasta , Miranda used my laptop to go audi . Disiao-ed the stink fish . When the food came , we eat . After eating , nua at my room awhile . Lols we did alot things . We take pic . Pic are at miranda there so want see go her blog . After nua-ing in my room , we cab-ed to era . Not quite alot people today . Sad . Played audi , and so called ''quarrel'' with miranda . Cause of guys . Explain everything to her , and she think through le . She decided to let go . Okay , So don't care him le . Cheer up alright . She came out the pantry and played audi awhile . Left audi as miranda wanted to play L4D but we don't know how . Lols . So she wanted to go toilet , accompany her and we went to siglap centre and went in a cake shop and took a snack . We both were laughing all the way inside , was like mad haha . Went back to era and slack . Played with xiaoahboi . He dam fking idiot lols . Keep bully . And dance around , he full of strength . Lols Pain die me . zz . 8+ pm cab-ed to miranda house . In the cab-ed , i was shooted by miranda. She use other language and shoot me which I don't understand at all , but i learned=D lols ''JuJu Zai'' = Pig if i nt wrong and ''Zou Meh Ye'' = What . LOLS Alight Cab and send her home and derrick see her little baby sister . Played with her awhile and went to the back and miranda draw something on my face . Lols When her father came back home , so we went . Brought him to the bus-stop and cab-ed home . Audi-ed with them and now posting . Later , my didi vanvan wedding le bah . Lols . Jy ! LastLong . !~


Miranda Lessie ; cheer up alright , His nothing but a stink fish . Don't think about him le , Since you say you let go so totally like me bah , try to forget him . Let him off your heart okay? .. I know it's hurt alot , but you still must do it . Go through all this and find a new better guy then him . Let them one day regret . ! Cheer up Smile ~ .

Ahlong ; Don't say ownselves suck =D Smile . And Jy on finding your couple . ~
Pencil ; You too , Jy Finding your couple . ~ =D

Morning , wake up . Bathe n prepare to meet mir at 1pm . Before bathing when to audi awhile . Played with Virgin . Long time no see him le Lols he full of craps . =D After bathing , went to mir hse . Waited at her hse for her to prepare n went to eat lunch . Finish eating , cab-ed to era =D . Quite alot ppl today =D . I was high haha ~ Played audi , wented to TMS & TMH wedding . Gratz =D . Night , Vanvan them cme . Was kena disiao by them . N Xiaoahboi keep ther dance his shuffle . Lols . With guo wei . Inside the rm taking light stick n plae . Went to find my didi n gave him a lollipop . =D See them dota awhile n audi awhile . 7+ , reaching 8 , cab-ed to mir hse ther for dinner . After dinner , went to her hse awhile n see her little sister , she was slping Lols . Went off ard 9 , and reach hme . Brother used my lap , and went he go , i play with his msn LOL Chatted with alot ppl . haha . Even cal me hlp them to disiao him . lols . Thn Audi . Pm Sashimi , the stink fish , smelly fish . He sux ! N Pm pencil. He quite cold Lols . Anw , Mir cheer up la! will find ur true love soon de ok ? =D Jy ~ ! I will always b here for you ! =D . Ok Nth to sae le . N B , U really hurt tat guy by doing all tis . Tink before u do anyting , jus giving u advise ok ? . Tc ur relationship . Anyting sms / call me . I wont b ton-ing in era anymre but will ton at vanvan bday , as i made a promise to him . So Anyting happen sms or call me . Tmr goin era agn =D

Today ; Stayed at hme agn . Bored . Wake up , brother hlp me order mac Thnks . N he treat me lols .After eating , played com . Whole day sitting at com . Resturant city , facebook , audi , read blog , msn all tis . My life is boring . zz Afternoon , Ms Pan called , sae camp cancel n postpond ! WEE hate goin camp le . Thn sae rmb bring therometer all tis bla bla bla . So Mir rmb bring also ar Lols . Went to audi . Played . Night , drama to mir awhile as i want entertain her abit , make her laugh all tis . After making her went to eat . Finish eating , bak to com . Audi as the same . Sian . Thn nw post . Tmr goin era =D with mir . Sch goin reopen ! sian t.t my holiday is goin over!!!! bored die me . Go sch sian half cus alot ppl which i hate zzzzz ! but bo bian stil mus go . E-learning all tis also nv go touch haha . =X lz lz lz . So i left FOUR mre days to enjoy !!! So quick . I dun wan spent my holidays jus lyk tat T.T it nt enough for me . Hais . So After sch start , im goin bak my sch life ~ . end here nth to sae le . Boring Days ~ . My sick is ok le =D Just ate my medicine =D .~ Im gd girl ~

Today , stayed at hme . Did nt go anywhere . Woke up , played com awhile. Cooked maggie mee for my lunch . Nth to eat Sian .. After eating , eat my medi zz agn . Bak to com . Abit pissed to my gan . Played awhile . Mir on9 so play with her . Chatting tgt , n tok tings out . Thn play with xiaoken awhile mir off9 . Thn pissed by gans . zzz 8+, chatted with mir in audi agn . She having moodswing .. So did nt realli go make her but tell her tings . Mir watever i sae today , rmb .. Dun tink others le . I dun realli noe hw to make u happie Sry ..Hope u cheer up n hav a happie life . End my post nw , realli nth much to sae .. Tis feel days realli alot ting happen . zz im tired ..

Sunday; After miranda church , she cab-ed to my hse and cab-ed to era . Reached era , i was goin to pok , so decided to called my father n ask him for money . So cab-ed to his shop n collect money =D . Cab bak to era . Bak to era , Settle my taiji . zzz After settle , slacked at downstair . I was sio . Waited for my didi ; vanvan to cme down . Fking long . ken , maked me . zzz Quo wei , keep sae billy call us . Sme is true , same fake . So go vip rm chatted with miranda , billy , quo wei n xuanna them cme in . Chatted awhile , vanvan came . N outside vip rm there , becme noisy . Lols . Thn there was a quarrel . All went downstair . Sitted ther n look . I kept coughing zzxzzx . Mir also hais . All keep cal me go see doc ! T.T ee . Night , mir , vanvan them wan bring me see doc but end up vanvan waiting for smeone n i abit pissed off so send mir hme .

Monday ; Mir morning went to market n buy food for me n brought to my hse ! Thnks U Lessie =D ! Love You ! =D <3> After eating when to see doc . After seeing doc , cab-ed to my father shop n take money n went to era. Played audi awhile and slacked whole day . Night , went to tpy central n eat . Finish eating cab-ed mir hme n myself. I did eat the stupid medicine zz Erxin sia Eekk . Cheer up lessie <3>

Ytd , meeted miranda near my hse there de bus-stop . She wanted to give me surprise but haha no mre =D Talked to my father just to ask for money zz. N he jus gib mi $50 zz . Cab-ed to his shop n to era . Played bu awhile i found it veri sian so cab-ed to east coast . Long heart talk with her , went to eat mac . N cab-ed her hme . Was kind of sick , kept coughing n abit fever . Wanted to post but half way i fall asleep . =X My father keep sae i ltr gt H1N1 n sae wat he will ge li or wdv shyt zz ya ya ya i gt h1n1 i dun even giv a dam . To mi i dun scare to die or wat . One day also will die so i dun mind . Wan curse me , go ahead .

Today , went to meet mir . I was late =X as i 12.44pm wake up n i surpose to meet her at 1pm =X ps . Went to her hse n stay while . Bus-ed to tpy inter as we was goin to buy our camp stuff. Went to eat n search for tings we nid . We were dying . Kept coughing zzz walked veri long n found tings tat we needed . Veri tired. About 5+ , cab-ed her hme n hme myself . Went hme , put my tings n went to on com . Nw blogging . Sry mir tat i did nt went to see doc . Closed le . But i ate medicine =D. Dun worried , im gonna b fine . N i dun even care if im alive or dead =D Thnks for the caring =D Lessie <3> Vanvan didi u also . Im fine de la . dun nid worried for me =D N u idiot nt jiejie idiot ! Lastlong with ur std =D .N thnks for treating me lyk a real family =D n thnks for treat mi gd n hlp me alot ! U my best didi ever ! <3>

Today ; Mir cme era =D . Played Bu n went to bugis with mir .After eatting , went to bugis street . She brought a white shorts =D Thn walk around n about 7 went off . Send mir hme n went bak to era . Was sian . I dun tink i goin ton le .. dk . veri luan .......

Miranda ; Lessie stop saying yourself fat while u are nt !!!!!!!! U my skinny lessie ! Dun keep sae ownself fat !!! Roars ! Ok ? =D Smile anw . U will find ur true love de . Jy ! =D

Idk .. Have I gave up ? ..I kept tinking of him . Can my mind jus stop ! ..

Monday ; Went to era . Slacked . Nth much ..

Tuesday ; Went to era agn , n played with quinn all day . Came down
asked me go pei mosa pawn a watch , so went to bedok inter . N alot
pawnshop sae they dun accept watch zzz . So went to cash conventer .
Funny thing is , They told us tat if we bring the batt mayb $10 onli .
Firstly , the watch is Bonia , which is branded . N it mayb cus $10 LOL?
Mosa is the joker of the day . N 1 ting , he went in to the jewelley shop ,
as he wanted to ask wherther gt buy watch but end up he go ask wat is
the time nw , as it veri xiasuay LOL ! laugh die me . Came bak era , played
audi , i improve n im shag too . As smth happen to my lessie .

Miranda ; Dun cry le .. U still hav me , dun care about him . He useless !
Cheerup alright , i noe it hurt alot as i go though it too so let go thought
tgt ok ? =D smile !

Today , at era agn . Ton . Nth much . About midnight , weiwei , vanvan n kid go east coast

to catch soft toy . Thnks For the soft toy =D. Thn gt police . zz A guy who run away from hostel

was kana caught .. veri kelian zzz. Nth much to post le .

Today , Clubber Of The Year Event . Morning woke up , called vanvan as he called me to wake him up . Called him and went to bathe . Done bathing , chatted on phone with miranda awhile . She's coming to era =D . But went there myself first as the event started . Sort of alot people bah . Miranda lessie came and pencil asked me to go eat with them so that miranda can see someone Lols . So went there , drink coke and kept laughing . Went back , pencil took my white hairband . T.T Played audi and mir was called to sit beside him . Hahas . Played awhile , Pencil took over me and miranda was like very gong and thought all along was me . Went to 7-11 and brought sweets and chocolate . Slacked awhile and went to TPY . Cab-ed with ricey . Went to TPY central and ate my dinner there . We both slacked at a playground and have a heart talks . After chatting , went to shop around and went home . Now posting , going audi soon .=D

And , I've decided , I shall give up on you .. You are free from me .. I'm tired , I've enough of things i heard about you .. I really cant take it anymore .. I'm hurt .; I let go of you .. Find you love out there . I know u like someone .. Go for it , Jy , All the best and hope you are happy always .. Smile on your face that shine's the Sun ..

Miranda(Lessie) , Jy You have trusted yourselves . No more negative thoughts le .. always an answer Yes . I will be there for you too , anytime , anywhere . Always by side .. His gonna be your's one day .. Cheer up ~ . . .

Friday ; went to era alone as miranda lessie was sick . T.T Slacked whole day and was quite bored .
Morning , eat with B , Weiwei and Erection . Finished eating , went back to era . Pathetic came and something happened . Went to downstair and slacked , and i became a messenger passer . After settling the problem , went to a nearby salon as erection was going in to NS so he has to cut botak . It took a very long time to has his hair cutted . After cutting , went to eat KFC for dinner . Went back to era and I've decided to ton . Was emo-ing after that . We have tok to each other le but there wont be a chance .. Chatted on phone with lessie awhile , She told me things and comfort me .. Thanks . And think positive . Imy..You cant be mine ..

Sat ; Miranda lessie was still sick so she did not come era . Now I'm posting .. Quite alot people went to grandlink for the Clubber Of The Year Event and some went to bunk . I don't know where to go as i wanted to buy my hoodie . Weiwei and B was sleeping now .. When B woke up , went to bugis and i brought a formal top and a cute hoodie =D . After buying , we cab bak to era . Slacked with weiwei , quinn and derrick. Went to buy food and went to back to eat . B came over and find us . Slacked there awhile and went back to era and play . I have improve ! My 80bpm Freestyle Y (easy) got 1mil+ score ! =D Finally I chain and i got it ! And my 188 Lovely , i did the cfm ! And i can chance . I'm so happy =D After that , it was husky brithday so CheeHo went to 7-11 and brought egg to throw at husky as a bday bash ! =D Husky dam smelly Lols . After that B make weiwei pissed . I don't know what he want zzz . Went to the back again and slacked with weiwei , quinn , vanvan and xiaoken . Both of them was settling their taiji . Cab-ed Home with vanvan as he going to Lor 8 . B ; you also another who make me sio . You make me sad too . You let me noe the truth and facts which i don't want to know .. Nothing esle more to say le .. Thanks .

Morning , wake up , ask father for money
but he did nt giv zz he lie to mi . I was veri
angry about it . Went to bathe n put on my
contact lens=D i took 7mins to do it haha !
Faster thn miranda =p thn went to meet
her at her hse outside n went down to eat
with her mother n her mother co. After eating
cab-ed to era . Played audi awhile n went to
slack. I starting play with the air purifier .
Sprayed alot ppl but end up i gt sprayed
by ken n hubert the most . ! I let hubert
cus he my siaokia/gongkia n he goin ns
tmr so i let him ! But ken , he make mi
n my lessie ! i was lyk kept washing my hand
as it gt the smell zzz slacked the whole day ,
n i did nt even noe miranda was dizzy zzz.
7+pm went to cab n ate at miranda hse
ther . Send her to see doc at her mother
work de clinic n i kept disiao her =D N i
send her hme n i send myself hme too =D
Wat mir told mi , idk wat to sae .. i kept
tinking of the negative . I realli dk wat to
do .. Anw he dye his hair lols ..

Miranda lessie ;
Have confident n faith in urself . Trust urself
tat u can do it . Nv giv up . Cheer up , n tel mi if
u realli feeling unwell . I felt bad .. n Tc urself .
Dun fall sick easily .

Nw tokung about passerby .
I find it veri lame . Tag at my blog with those judging ?
pls . u hav no rights . if u wanna find prob , im nt tat free .
I wont entertain u all zz . Wan to leave flame , find others .
Judge urself before u judge others . Nobody is perfect . N
dun bother about ppl but bother about urself 1st .

Today,accompany miranda(lessie) to
buy contact lens.I brought too =D So
went to the shop , n buy. She brought
a brown one while mine is blue . Nice!
After that walked her to find joker them
n awhile send her to her hme . Chatted
with her mother awhile n stayed at her
hse awhile too . Went hme , on laptop.
Found tat audi was kan pua lag zzzzzz
So pekcek jiu mai plae le . Played awhile
with weiwei them . Went to play facebook
game . N nw posting . Saw-ed his stead
Blog n found out , both of them broke up..
I kept tinking .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .

I love you..I never wanted to give up.. I was still loving you ..
All along..Never change.I wanted to cry but i bear ..I don't
know whether to give up or still wait .. Confused ..Saw both
of you broke up , i don't know what should i feel..Happy? Or
Sad?.. I wanted to comfort you but you did not reply my message..
So i don't know how.. If you ever need me , you can find me , I'm
always there for you.. Always by your side even you are not my stead..
even you treat me as a stranger..I will still be there for you.You can trust
me if you can.. I will always and i can lend you my ears .. Hope you won't
mind as it just a small favor..Sorry that i can't do anything for you but only
all this .. Cheer up , if you are feeling low..Put on a smile always and it shine
bright like a Sun..Never saw any tears on your face and hope there wont be.
I promise all the things that i wrote here ..Never break promise .

Back to posting..

Sunday;went to church with
Miranda lessie . After church
went to find my father for money
n cab-ed to tpy - engwah . N brought
2tickets of (Drag Me To Hell) at 5.15pm .
So went hme , n meeted her at 4.30 pm .
Cab-ed to ther was still early so slacked
around n brought pop-corn n went in .
After watching , wented to her hse n play
with her little sister =D n i went to era .
Find weiwei ther n toked to her . I Ton
at ther n at night , when we were hungry
brought tings to eat from 7-11 n hlped ppl
to buy n cook maggiemee . Lols i make spoil
jon maggie mee so i brought a new one
n do it agn . I make wrong lols n mi n b
was lyk playing at ther . The auntie
kpkb mi . zzz sae until my parent wtf ? only
make drity n she kp zzz.

Mon ; went hme in the morning . I slept
awhile n went to bathe n change n went
to era agn . Slacked with jess them . Went
to mac with Jess , kid , simin , ahlong , feng
n haze . Thn ther was taiji , as smth happen but
sua le . . i was kept looking , he siding her .. when
i hav prob with tat gal.. he hlped her to carry her
bag , hlped her , siding her n solve prob for her ..
When i look it .. i was feeling dam sad.. so pei haze
emo as he was sad too . Chatted with haze n anwei
him too.. when everyone go bak , mi n haze thn go .
Nth happen between us so dun tink wrong , i treat
him as brother nw .. when bak , n cal kid to hlp mi
buy bizzer . Drunk it at the back n drink . Jess pei mi
. After walking the whole round , i finished drinking it .
N went bak to find them . I was dam moody.. but
thnks to ecstacy(Boy) cheer mi up , n ryan too n spade
bah .. they all keep ask mi wat happen lols.. n ask mi to
cheer up thnks . When they all leave at 9+ pm i waited
weiwei at downstair , feng cme n pei mi Lols . Thnks anw
, decided to went up n wait so sitted ther n rest as i was
sick zz. From 2+pm i waited until 10+pm for weiwei .
As she overslept . Nbm .. n i ton agn . Tis time is went
to eat prata Lols with b , weiwei , xiaoken , kido , yirong ,
botak them Lols they keep cal mi to cal botak ''Cuteboi''
Lols ?! thn went bak to era . I was veri tired so went
to sofa n slp . Awake by kido n yirong . N Kido take pic zz
I dk tat xiaoken was slping in the another sofa ZZz
n kido took pic of it wtf?

Tues; When i wake up it was 7am ,
so i slacked awhile n went hme . Slp awhile , n wake up
cus mir cal n ask mi wan pei her to cut her hair so i pei,
meeted her at her hse n play with her little sister awhile n
went to tpy n she cutted her fringe . =D Nice ok ! she dua
Chiobu =D ! Slacked at ther hse outside n went in to play
with her little sister agn Lols ! She dam cute =D Slacked
awhile n went hme . Nw im posting.. tmr idk wat to do .
Stay at hme or go era? hmm.. Dk n dc le .

To Him ;
I give up bah.. I will nv hav the chance.. Lastlong with
ur std ok .. all i can giv was jus blessing .. hope u dun mind..
I wont bother u anymre .. it jus my life n ur own life ..
Stay happie with her n u mus smile everytime .. Hope u
will hav ur happiness .. Lastlong .. With all my blessing..
Thnks for tc-ing mi when i was abit sick last time ..
Tc n Stay Happie .. Sry to scold ur fren .

Quite no mood today. Morning
meeted mir n sher n mrt-ed to
Ms Pan wedding . After Ms Pan
wedding , eat abit n cab-ed to
era with mir . Slacked all day .
Quite bored .. Mi n him are
strangers . N Nv gonna
happen between mi n him .

Mir ; sry to kept saying
u dua mi . I was nt in a
gd mood today . Dun
meant to sae u . Sry Lessie..

Weiwei ; thnks for those word .
But i tink ther wont b chance .
I also cant do anyting anymre .
So thnks anw .

B; Cheer up . Dun get over
about it . Let it rest .

I will nv hav the chance . Ther wont b hope..
Love cant b force n i noe . So go for it boi ..
Whoever u love go for it , most is u happie jiu
can le .

Afternoon , meeted mir at her hse downstiar
n eat at her hse nearby with her mother ,
n her mother colluage . After eating
cab-ed to bugis to buy clothes n
present for Ms pan wedding . Shopped
awhile n went to meet mir gan daddy .
They followed us to buy clothes . After
buying clothes , went to bugis junction
to buy ms pan wedding gift . Brought
all the tings tat are needed n cab-ed
over to era . Played audi awhile , n
smth happen . It a misunderstanding .
N i cry . Idk hw to face weiwei so did
nt tok to her . Miranda lessie , comfort
mi n whole day slacked with B . After
tat went downstiar slacked n chatted
with shaince awhile ...She hav the same Prob.
Went to eat dinner with B . Finish eating ,
went bak to era n play awhile n slacked
at sofa ther awhile n cab-ed mir hme , n
myself . Sms-ed weiwei n apologise to her .
Idk , i realli dk wat to do .. weiwei dun nid
feel guitly as it nt ur fault .. it a misunderstanding
. N Sry , u today cme era i make u until
lyk tis.. it my fault . I tink tmr my last day
at era ? Idk .. If realli quit / mia era i will miss
era ppl alot .. But i dun dare to cme anymre ..
Worst day at era today .. I totally fked up .
Im the worst gan laopo ever . Stupid mi .

Miranda , lessie/sister/bi
thnks for all ur comfort n
ur warm hug . I felt btr ..
Go for it , he will lyk u de .
Dun scared n tink alot , as
wat B sae , it make sence .
Cheer Up

B , dun sad le , dun worried
nth will happen . Cheer up.

Weiwei ; Laopo
Im sry , realli sry idk wat
im doing n wat shld i do ,
it nt ur fault . Dun feel guitly
i nv blame u .. I tink i dun cme
era btr ? ..

Since he dun lyk mi why he care for
mi ? As a fren ? .. If tat so thn if i
giv up why u nid ask her why .. i
thought u shld b happie for it .. as
less one person to annoy u .. ? idk
wat to do anymre , lessie cal mi giv up
while weiwei cal mi nt to ..hais but the
choice is still up to mi idk wat to choose.
Im stupid. If i giv up , the gal will hav chance
, n they will b happie tgt ? If lyk tat i giv up
He is happie thn ok le .. im nth .. i dun mind ..

Gal ; dun nid worried , he will fall for u de

This was the picture we took when we at roof top.+D
Late posting this picture =X P.s. . Posting will be post
late . Have a look at this picture , i edit it +D Hope you
like it , lessie / Sister / Bi . +D

This is what i put as my laptop wallpaper =D

Ok Today,meeted mir at 1pm n
cab-ed to era . But we went to eat
first thn went to era. Firstly it was
dam quiet but ltr when we were
playing in the rm , B suddenly
cme in n hold a glass at his hand n
he slitted himself == n the blood
was lyk cminng out . Mi n mir
dk wat to do so cal milkteh to cme
n we asked B to wash his hand .
After putting plaster , he quarrel
with Ahker . Thn went down sae
sry to her zzzz. Tok to B , n went
upstair bak . Mi n mir was playing
bu awhile n went to watch video.
Thn i realised it was 7+ le n we
decided to go n eat at mir hse ther.
We were laughing n laughing .
After eating , sended mir hme n
play with her little sister awhile .
After playing i went bak hme ,
while goin , i sms-ed weiwei .
N reach hme , i sms-ed him ,
i said everyting i wanted to sae . I
hope he will stay happie . I dun wan
giv up , i tink i will trust miracle . . bah

Hmm.. Afternoon went to meet mir
as she wanted to buy a polo tee so
went to tpy . Walk around n look for bag too .
Walk the whole HDB Hub n the central
for quite a few times . Walked to the shop
wher i cut my hair n i decided to go cut thin
as my hair is quite thick . After cuting
went to bishan as cant find anyting we wanted .
Finally found the bag we wanted
n we brought the same =D So next find her tee .
But she dun lyk so end up jus brought a bag .
After tat joker wanted her to meet him so folo her .
Went ther slacked awhile n went off .
Dine with mir n she told mi story Lols .
Sended her hme n play with her baby sister awhile
Lols she grow fatter =X but veri cute .
Im scared of her baby sister as she saw mi awhile she will cry T.T aww .
Thn went hme myself . So nw posting =D Playing my restaurant city.
N goin play audi soon .
Im still missing him . ..
Weiwei ;
dun sad le .. Cheer up alright
as wat i sae in ur tag . U mus
overcome all those substanes .
Be strong n nv fall.. He care
means he still hav feeling towards
u . dun tink negative .. but
positive . Okay? Cheer up .
Nid mi jus cal mi i will b ther .

Today, was the day i
go put braselet le ..
Im scared!!!!!!!!!!!
Fear go away!!!!!
The pain will
gone soon..
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Esther ! stay strong .
Ok i tink i end here first
the rest i continue ltr ..
im fine .
Ok Heng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Due to my gum is weak
so it change to Sep !
which is around my bday
!!!! After checking went to
eat with my mother thn
went to era . As it weiwei
last day n she wanted to
tel mi smth . So went ther
slacked . Played audi with
B as he was sad n angry too.
He gave mi sme advise . He
told mi , dun ever giv up n
trust miracle . N wait .
Although i cant giv up n
i dun wan too but shld i
continue to wait ? .. n
listen to B advise ? ..
After tat i went hme . On
Com n post n plae my
restaurant city. .
Weiwei ; u also hav the
same prob but dun giv up
easily u still hav chance
realli can see . he still
gt tok to u all tis n dun
cry le .. sayang .
Miranda ; Dun nid sae
thnks but jus b happie
n cheerful gal i ever wanted.
B; stop everyting tat u doin
to hurt urself it nv gonna
show anyting to him . Jus
giv him sme time . n hurting
urself is no point .

Fri ; when sch , slacked .
veri bored , kena called
to go see mrs ong , tok
stupid tings n kena tio
scolded . Jus cus of an
outing fking boring .
N jus cus of sme bitches
there's alot prob . After
sch , when go hme bathe
, lunched with mir thn
went to era =D Played
com n after tat we both
went to rooftop n slack =D
Took sme pic n went down .
Xiang(ahgong) cme n went
to eat mac as dinner with
sky . Wanted to buy vodka
but cant , the person wan see
ic=='' wtf tat time dun nid !
When bak era , slack at downstair
n chatted with shaince awhile ..
She teached mir make up ting n
asked mi sme ques . Cab-ed mir
hme n cme bak era ton . N i was
shag.. n sad .. Cus of sme tings..
Whether he lyk her or nt i cant
do anyting .. love cant b force ..
if he realli lyk her i shall blessed
them ..
Sat ; Morning went hme , change
n fall alsleep.. Ps ar weiwei! Thn
afternoon , cab-ed with mir to era
n play , slacked .Hlp mir remake
her facebook n nw she's playing
resturant city=D! haha . Send
mir hme n cme bak era agn to
ton .
Sun ; slacked until night
mir cme find mi n dinner with
mi . Went to eat kfc with B
n milkteh folo . After eating
went bak n on com . Played
few round n cab-ed mir hme n
nw myself hme .. cant slp... Jus
nw audi gt taiji but settled. Thnks
Ber (guigui) , Ken and weiwei .
For hlping =D . N Sry for making
trouble .. Im realli useless ..
Nw trying to tink tings out ..
Tings are getting bak to my
mind .. cant stop tinking for him..
came bak to my mind , n i tink im
getting sick.. My gum was lyk bleeding
for 1mth le bah .. every single day..
every single time . Non-stop . wtf?
n sore troat nw == !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2nd june goin put bracelet le . Less
goin era le.. T.T sad.. i will miss
era-ians ! n hubert ! he 12 june
goin in ns le .. T.T my brother ,
when i hav trouble he was ther
for mi too ! HUBERT BROTHER ,
Mus tc! when go in ! i will miss u de !
n dun shag! =D u will b the always veri
shuai de hubert haha the hair always nice
de ! Anyting , nid hlp can find mi although
im small but i can hlp out de =D i will
wait for u to cme out =D 2wks ! its goin b fast!
Tc ~ Weiwei laopo ; mai shag le ! n tc urself !
Miranda lessie/sister ; Dun shag .. cheer up
dun so no mood =D in cab we were lyk veri
hyper ! n dun care him . his nt a gd person !
Ken ; thnks for hlping anw =D Xiaored;
senior , sry anw . n u still my senior de .
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Today;When to meet mir around 12 thn
went to my father shop take money n
went off to era . There's many problem
nw == which i hate it . N B , for no
reason u kan mir n she dun even noe
u hate husky . U can sae i cruel , ya i'm
i'm even cold-blooded . Wan to try ?
Xiaoken , i realli hav no mood n u keep make
mi tat why im angry . Veri pekcek one u noe ?
I noe u trying to make mi laugh but nt in tat
way . About 7 went off , went to tpy look around .
Thn went to eat ichiban , n went to buy tings .
Brought hairband n mirror n a book to write
smth . After sending mir hme , went bak to
era , it was quiet .. n sad ting . 3 of june ,
package 5hr change to $9 ! wtf ! BEN ! Mai
change la ! ! n my uniform n my 5hr ! =D
Lols B went behind n throw glass cup ==''
scolded him . weiwei also tok to him .
Afiq , Milkteh , Mi , weiwei n B so called
sitted ther chat awhile .On the way hme
in cab .. I suddenly miss him .. idk why
i jus cant giv up n accept other , n i dun
feel lyk giving up .. but idk hw to wait nw
... Mir , Go for it , im here to hlp u even
im goin though smth . N thnks for the pray
i realli scared nw .. kept tinking .. But
i still nid go put my braselet . .
Cheer up .